Suppose to be studying.

harhar! Ngiap Li is so gonna keeeeeeeeeel me. :( I mean I did try, but I got distracted by some thoughts so here I am now. Sigh.


I'm bored of Facebook already surprisingly. Albeit it being 1000 times cooler than Friendster with all the applications. The only thing that I like is My Room application. ;) Its like the Sims basically, just a lot more easier and uh, less stuff. heh. Currently, I have no coins to get more stuff. BOO!

I'm even bored with the super duper ultra mega giga adorable bunny game. Sigh.

Oh well, there's always retail therapy. The only thing that has never failed me. :D


Eh, ass-pee-am is like so near and why I'm talking about Facebook and shopping. Great karyn, G-R-E-A-T!

-_-

Can't wait till next Saturday! :D Then I can wear my new clothes out. harhar!

I NEED TO STUDY! KARYN NEEDS TO STUDY! I'm lazy wazy hazy crazy. gah.

Oh, and all the best to PMR takers. harharhar! Monday start de. xD

Reminder to self: Ok, I'm being mean here. >.< My turn would be next la laugh some more.

Succumbed to IT.

IT, again.

I just told Ngiap Li in tuition that I would stay away from IT until SPM is over. "A bit here and there is ok but not the big bang ones" was her reply.

I've spoke too soon. I've just spent a whooping 600 in Queens. *cringe* Not that this never happened before but but... I thought... I am already... insaf wut. :p

Anyway, THIS IS THE LAST TIME OK! I PROMISE!!!! I would stay at home, or go Starbucks or the library to study my butt off and NO SHOPPING! Not entirely NO shopping, just NO to the big bang ones. I know I can. ;) Well, at least I hope I can.


And guess what, I've found my love at Queens. :D GAP KIDS it is! No sheet, I fit wan ok! Not surprising lah, I know but the price of the clothes there are rather reasonable compared to GAP adults. ;) Not just that, the sizes too. heh.

Was shocked to bump into Carmen in Esprit. She's working there. heh. She is damn good a worker la I must say, kept on pestering me to get more stuff and of course la, the lousy me got succumbed to it. Tell me when I'm not. -_- And Nadia too working in FOS but I didn't get anything there. harhar!

I added 2 bags to my collection, (I know I know, Gladys will say 'you can go and open a shop to sell bads ade lah!', and Kim, 'bags again ah?' I know my friends too damn well.) 6 tops and a pair of skinny jeans. :D And the jeans, I need to alter. :(

OK la, I don't wanna bore you guys with shopping la. To those that know me quite well will think 'there she goes again' and those that don't, they'll prolly think I'm a brat showing off. pffft.

I was so bertekad to study after getting the things that I wanted but then now, I feel so sleepy. Oh well, I guess I shall stone a while and then get started. :)

Yawns?

At this time, I have no one to Facebook with. :( And I think the I'm starting to get bored of Facebook. Hmmm.
At this time of the day, I mean night, I'm supposed to be snuggling deeper into my cover and not typing this. -_-


15 minutes ago, I beeped Kim to remind her to get me my Sausage McMuffin for breakfast.

40-God-knows-how many more days till SPM, I've lost count. Sigh. I could be studying now.

Ah, someone entertain me! No blogs to read, no people to play facebook with, no new songs to listen to, SIEN x10000000!

Oh and very lazy to study too.

Aduh. I'm bored. I'm gonna go try and sleep. Toodles!

Just when I thought...

My sleeping time is back to normal ie. 1 am, I was wrong.

For the past 3 weeks my sleeping time KO-ed and I thought it would be back to normal again since I slept exceptionally early last night but NO. I'm wide awake now, at 1 am.

-_-

And I slept early because I was sick la die die die die. When can I get back to my usual sleeping at 12 am laaaaaaa. I'm still sick now though, slightly better la but still fail big time. Sigh.


Oh, before I forgot. I need to remember how low in History I've got in history. Trust me, NO ONE can beat me. This time I'm really champion in failing History.

-_-

I need to remember this and tell my kids next time not to follow my footsteps if I ever have kids.

-_-

Maybe not a shocker to most but I'm shocked banyak banyak because I actually got full marks for Earth as a Sphere instead of drawing planes. OH GOODNESS. It's a good thing la but why liddat? makes people think I'm weird only.

-_-

And another shocker, 71 for Maths. Not very satisfying but good enough for leaving 14 marks to waste and still get an average lo. I mean leaving 3 questions-circles, 3D and drawing straight line on graph blank and did not do revision(ok, so I did. 1 night before and thats 2 hours max?) some more. What can I expect right? So yeah.

Now waiting to get Add Maths marks is scaring the hell outta me. Pressure la ok. I don't quite dare to expect much but I have to la after 13 hours of hardcore ADD MATH ONLY. Scared la wei. Partly because my BM was a big ass disappointment. Sigh. I was expecting a B la dammit. Thanks to me being prone-at-direct-translation-from-English to BM in essay writings. Sigh.

Ok, BM aside I'm still damn scared if I don't get a B for Add Math ok. :(

-


Movie ticks. I think I look cute*shy* here minus the messy hair. I want my long and flat hair back. Boo! :(

Random.

Skipping school tomorrow because,
1) I don't wanna get my History marks.
2) I'm obviously lazy.
3) I'm down with a flu. (My nose is as red as Rudolph's and I bet it's gonna start peeling soon, which hurts. :S Kleenex have been a good friend though.)

Anyway, something random here.

DISCLAMINER : I"M REFERRING TO NO ONE IN PARTICULAR HERE. JUST RAMBLINGS.


Have you thought of the reasons why do people betray and stuff? I never really come to a conclusion for that. In fact, it wasn't such big a deal to me. So yeah, why do people do that anyway? Why do they do it and when people tell them off, they can just act as if nothing happened? Won't they feel a tinge of guilt? For talking bad about people etc. Can they find happiness by doing things as such? What would they get in return? Attention? Maybe. I'll just settle for that for the moment.

Hmmm.

And you know what type of people I hate most? I hate those people that would never listen. They are so irritatingly annoying. Grrhh. All they do is talk about themselves and more about themselves. They'll just shut you up whenever you have something to say, be it something they like to hear or not, they just show no interest. How annoying is that? Especially when it comes to advising people as such-CAN DIE. You'll just waste time, waste energy and saliva.

Basically, I hate(wait, hate is a strong word. fine, despise) them. I don't know what have gotten into me but yeah. Just ramblings. Probably MS too.


Oh, marks are like SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. :( My BM essay killed me. On.The.Spot.


On a happy note, chicken lady is backkkkkkk!!!! Wheeeee! Now all we need is dinner and catching up. ;D

Mour-ning.

Man U scored 2 nil laaaaaaaaa.

Am teh.

Why Jin didn't watch laaaaaaa.

If he did I bet Man U won't win laaaaaaaa.

Aiyo, anger laaaaaaa.

Mourinho quit de Chelsea going down the drain is it.

Why la like that wan.

Don't wanna support Chelsea de la liddat.

Mourinho is the best looking, the most yao yeng coach OK!

But but.... Stupid la.

Angry la.

Anyway, I just got facebook. harhar! So much so for saying don't want la lazy to create.

Finally, belated birthday celebrtation.

Celebration. Hmmm... Soddof.

Lunch with the parents before meeting up with the girls. Reached Queens and scampered everywhere to look for Gladys and Kim's birthday present. So not very easy ok. Need to get both the same things, so that they won't think I'm bias. Have no idea what to get for them at first, tau-lah they both everything also got. They probably don't need anything wan. Maybe Gladys needs a boyfriend but she soddof have one anyway.

So yeah, the only thing that struck my puny little brain was PENCIL CASE, for the both of them.

Karyn is brilliant. harhar!

Got them from ROXY. Sales ma, cheap cheap wan. LOL. And I got myself a bag too. *sheepish smile* Yeah la, I know la. Bag again you must be thinking but ITS AN INVESTMENT!!!!! Bags are useful you know. *keeps consoling self*

It was easier to get something for myself compared to getting things for the both of them. Gifts. Just any gifts. Mine are the easiest. Get me a teddy bear, or ponies, I'll be grinning from ear to ear.

Ya lah, childish wan. Shuddup.

Met Gladys and Ngiap Li right in front of Borders. Waited for Kim, Amber and Rach. Went Daytona. Bad bad Amber. She banged me till my car turn turtle. Boo! Kim, Gla and Amber played DDR while me and Ngiap Li grab a seat and layan diri. ;p Then we went for a movie-Ratatouille. SO very cuteeeeeeeeeeee. Ohmycheese. I like Remy. Remy is skinny and remy is cuteeeee. I think Gladys is like Emile. Eats a lot. In fact, the both of them eat everything but Gla doesn't eat garbage though. harhar! Don't get angry k, Gla?

Dinner's at Padington's. I FINISH EVERYTHING BY MYSELF OK!!! *bangga* The pancakes was soooooo good. I think I can have another serving. harhar! No la, just kidding. Fat de la actually. Cannot eat so much. Even my pretty jie jie said I've gain a bit weight. A bit chubbier. ROARRRRR!

I want to go shopping. Like now if possible. LOL.

Ok, that was random. harhar!

Pictures of US cam-whoring will be up when I get em from Ngiap Li. :)


Weekends well spent... NOT. Kononnya want to study on Saturday ended up watching dvd with my parents(ber-bonding session), went for the Ramahdan thingy majig at Bayan baru for dinner then to my dad's friend's birthday. A bunch of old, absurd and fun people. Sigh. I can't believe I get along with them so well. Does that mean I'm aging too? :( Oh, seeing people get drunk is fun. I was there from 8.30 till 2. Seeing them from sober to tips then gone. harhar! The things people do when they're drunk. LOL.

I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. Why can't I do that? :( My SPM is so gone case la. :(



ps-Gla just can't let go of her phone. movie-SMS. Bumming around the mall-phone call. Busier than a businessman. Tsk.

Mission UNaccomplished.

Big thank you to the girlfriend's boyfriend.

Quite anger also la come to think of it. We've planned(more like Ngiap Li planned and I followed) and Mr Kan decided to membocorkan the so called rashia by asking Gladys which/what size of cake to buy. Hmmm.

-_-;;

It was always MY birthday, MY birthday has always been a success. 2 years in a row-no leakage, no nothing. :) Only the cold-treatment by everyone now I finally realized. LOL. Always the best, the grandest, the most successful. harhar! Am I lucky or what? :D I know I'm lucky la, whose friends are so nice to throw one surprise part after another right? Oh, and my birthday party is always expensive come to think of it. My friends are not frugal wan OK. fuh. I just happened to get, uhm, everything I want. *shameless* Presents are never necessity, they are luxury ie. PONIES! :D

So yeah, poor Gladys and Kim's supposedly surprise party didn't turn out. There's always next time la but don't be green with envy because I always get it wan k? *pats both* harhar! Kidding la ok! :p At least you both got the cake from Secret Recipe. :)

Anyway, tomorrow's plan KO-ed so its study time for me? :( My supposedly books shopping plan failed. pffft.

Anger kali dua.


Ah well.... Sunday that is.


I realized I get angry pretty easily now. Hmm, Is this the cabaran I'm facing before SPM like the 9 cabaran needed to be overcome by Wawasan 2020? Wait, history. harhar! No la, that's what Pn Salmah said. heh.

On another note, I CANNOT BEAT MY OWN HIGH SCORE IN BUNNY GAME LA WHAT IS THIS! *gritting teeth*

Wabbit.

So I'm hooked onto this super duper ultra mega cute game. It doesn't have a name though. So I call it the wabbit/bunny game. :) The wabbit is so so so so so so so so so so adwowableeeeeeee. *hugs wabbit*

Anyway, high score so far ;

Nyeh. I'm so proud of myself. harhar!

Happy clappy. :D Skipping school tomorrow some more. Double happy clappy.

Diagnostic test is utter crap. Quote " We are recycling the questions papers so DO NOT write anything on it, including your name. We love the Earth too much to chop down more trees." Unquote.

-_-;;;

Ok, back to 'gaming'.

Quote mom, "study never see you so pia, what are you doing now huh?" Unquote mom. *sheepish smile*


On another note, looks like my biological clock has gone haywire. I think. Looks like it also. :S I slept at 3ish last night, woke up 3 hours later, had a very mild coffee before going to school, nearly died doing diagnostic test for Math and Biology but still manage to finish it off, stayed back for Ed Board,(ahh, my last meeting already. *emo*) had less than an hour of nap in the afternoon and I'm still lasting. Super salah can die okay. Normally, I would be so tired I'd konked off by now. I mean I'm tired la, but if I want to stay up I can wan lor, with or without the game. heh.

Another thing, The Kite Runner makes me damn emo la. I cried reading the whole chapter 9. Amir is so mean, poor Hassan. sigh. This book so emo, in fact, most of the books I got are those that can make me cry. The only few that I didn't cry after reading are the wizard ones and shopaholic series. I should get more happy clappy books la. -.-

56.

56 more days till SPM.
You people ready yet? ;) 130 days was there. *clikety click*

82 more days till SPM is over for most of us, to those having accounts, HARHAR! 4 days later. HARHARHARHAR!

Nyeh. 56 more days means 1 and a half months more. Ok, after this trials I must be insaf and start studying. I know its too late to cover all the subjects but at least I'm trying to do something about it unlike my trials OMG can die dot com dot my. I didn't screw it up badly, it was atrocious (Simon Cowell's favourite word. ;)) that's all.

Anyway, no more Goong or storybooks. Storybooks... hmmm. Maybe occasionally lah. The Kite Runner is so nice and I just started only. :)

Ok, last day of trials tomorrow. Happy Clappy already. Hopefully my headache won't kill me half way writing essay tomorrow.

Dum de dum. :)

Canteen food.

Read about something very hungry in the morning in the small one's Cbox. Hmm, talking bout being hungry in the morning, i just realized I haven't touch any of my school's canteen food for 2 consecutive week. In fact, I haven't been eating in school at all. Just the occasional bites here and there. And oh, Ning's big chunk of pandan moon cake the day before. :)

Oh my char koay teow huan cheo che, dry curry mee, wonton mee, roti canai double cheese and extra curry, wonton with lor/curry, chips with lots of icing sugar, crab meat sticks. Mmmmm, food. I'm hungry. At 2 am. die.

I'm going to bed, just finished 4 chapters of The Kite Runner. :) I want to watch Goong. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, why You Tube tarak wan? :(


Hmm. Nighty night.

Holy smokes.

My best kawan is playing MAPLE STORY. Super salah can die dot com.

Trials over. Well, just one more day then its the stupid diagnostic test. -.-

"This this this has power this this much and charge this this much. What is the charge of this?"

Diagnostic test... So shallow.... So pointless.... Such waste of time. tsk tsk. Looks like I might be skipping school too. :) My small friend said it is pointless therefore her advise(ajaran sesat. harhar!) to me was "stay home and study for SPM."

Anyway, how on earth am I suppose to get a perfect score for Biology 1 on Monday? Even the moon is blue/pink/green/red, it is IMPOSSIBLE lo. I'm no smarty pants and my Biology for this year is uh, not even at par with the rest. Ya lor, I slack gila babi this year.

HOW LAAA.

Can I cheat? If I do, people around me are not smart enough to give me all the correct answers. How ah?

The weather is so cold, so nice to snuggle up with my teddy bear under the blanket. :)


Oh, what am I suppose to get for Gaik Lyn, Gladys and Kim for their belated birthday present ah?

Wheeeee.

Told mommy I need a retail therapy and she said OK, after my trials. Happy clappy followed her to get some groceries from Jusco and though aiya, let's go look-see at Popular.

Kononnya went to Popular to look-see. I bought 3 books, 3 storybooks in the midst of exam. Super salah man. I couldn't care less cause I'm flunking this time pretty badly so...

The Kite Runner, The Five People You Meet in Heaven and A place Called Here.

Now I can't wait to get my hands on them. :) Oh, and my Harry Potter too.

Right, I got 2 twin-packs of my favourite purple Vitagen too from Jusco just now. Harhar! I'm a happy kid. Wheeeeee.

Equation of the axis of symmetry.

*ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*

Angry like crazy already. I left that, THAT question blank. *slaps self* AS IN I LEFT PROBABLY THE SIMPLEST QUESTION BLANK JUST BECAUSE I GOT CONFUSED WITH THE OTHER FUNCTION EQUATION!!!! *slaps self harder* No wait, I CANCELLED the supposedly CORRECT answer because I got confused with the function equation. Yep, that's it.

-_-;;;;;

Someone slap me hard, please. :(

Dahlah, last year's 36+3=42. Now this.

-_-;;;

Marks aside, why is this happening la. I've done this last night in tuition, I was reminded of how to do it and then now... ... I'm not fuming because I got one mark less, I'm fuming because I DID THAT QUESTION BEFORE. Well, not exactly the same question la ok. If it is, I'd probably killed myself already. lol. The fact that I got such easy question wrong. OHMYGAWD!

When teacher announced that we can leave hall, I scampered(I can't possibly run ma. lol.) out to get the past year paper's book because I remembered I did question of some sort before. Flip flip flip and I went AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Yes, I screamed-literally. Ning and Gladys went -_-; because they happy clappily told me 'Its over la. Don't stress. Should follow what Pn Sarimah said.' At that point, where can. Siao meh.

Another thing, please don't tell me I'm over reacting because I'M NOT. I don't go for private tuition just because OK! I don't pay that amount of money to make careless mistakes in my trials either. You think what, go private tuition go play play wan ah. Like that I might as well stay home, rot or even waste my time reading storybooks better.

Wahhh, don't anyone dare step on my tail today. If not, sure die. Let's just hope after a good nap, I will feel better. Ugh. Still pei laaaaaaa.

Of vainpot and diva.

This is a birthday shout out to two besties of mine because I know with time, we'll all drift apart gradually. Therefore, this post is dedicated to you both. *smooches*

Gladys, just this one special day I wouldn't mind you going on for the utmost time saying 'I'm pretty, or I'm cute or I'm princess Gla.' Just this one day you can go on self-praising without being bombarded. And just this one day, I'll let you sleep before me in the hall during trials. Just this one day, I'll have to put up with all your silliness.


the only one that would snatch my camera for her self-camwhoring session.

the one that would layan me to swim at PISA 9 in the morning when the water is icy cold.

the one that would 'wash eye' with me during some swimming competition and tell me which guy is from which club or which school or what name and what age.

the one that is always keen in taking pictures.

she wore my shades for pictures' purposes.

even a slice of pizza was suffice for our camwhore.

she never fails to layan my 'eh, let's go Gurney/Queens wan ah?' during the holidays.

because we didn't took any decent pictures during prom/my birthday party.
and because I thought you look innocent here,

Thanks for the bubbly cum annoying moments where you brought not only me, but us laughter, the times you camwhore with me because nobody else layaned and definitely all the time-you finishing up my left overs. My small tummy is always too small to finish up everything. heh. Remember fish and co? Or Food Loft? lol. This can't be a long one because tomorrow trials laa.

And to you Miss Cheah, have a great one tomorrow albeit impossible but try, yes? Study hard for SPM. You just wouldn't want to flunk everything and to be look down on. Buck up and stop going out every so often. Be a good girl, stay home, study and stop going mad about guys. lol.

I LOVE YOU AND BE GOOD! YOU ARE TURNING 17 AND YOU'LL BE ABLE TO DRIVE SOON. PLEASE DON'T BE ONE OF THOSE RECKLESS DRIVER ON THE ROAD!

Next up, the diva-Kim. The forever going to school with different and pretty accessories and wallets. She is the pretty, tall and glamour one amongst us. Her wardrobe is so huge its height is twice mine, so are the clothes in it. The always pass-up-book-on-time slash obedient slash don't go out quite often type of girl. The one that pampers me, the one that ' girl me here, girl me there.' Yeah, one of the few that calls me 'girl' instead of the usual-Ryn. Anyway, Kim and I have been best friends since std 6. Her house has been my second home, no longer now though. We used to study together, eat together, sleep together and story tell together. Ah, the life back then. Kids back then.

the kid in us.

the sleepover. and our never ending stories till 2am.

she hasn't change that much. still pretty, still taller than me a whole lot.
wait, she has changed. she has a boyfriend now.


we were the first two among our gang to finish cross country. and we sat down, took a breath of air and yak away.

we talk about almost everything, mostly shopping.

she never fails to look good be it in school or out.

told you so.

Miss Goh, though we've drifted apart within this year, I am still very fond of your company. I love it when we could spend our entire free period talking and laughing doing homework together. You're the only one that won't bombard me whenever I come up with super lame jokes. But things have changed, you have a boyfriend now. He is the center of your world now. But still, SPM comes first. Strive as hard as he does, you both will be at par one day and you'll be dso darn proud of yourself.

I LOVE YOU! and have a happy happy birthday. Add math paper 2, Physics and Sejarah paper 1 awaits you tomorrow. heh. Just one more week, what seems to be like a dreading long year will be over soon. Our trials will be over, so is SPM. :) SO is high school. hmm.

6 years of friendship and still counting. ;)


OK, this post took me two friggin' hours when I'm suppose to be studying. You both better appreciate it and love me! I'm doing this in the mist of exam season!

THE END. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TWO. OLD ALREADY. huhu. :D

Second last post.

Second last because the last will be some dumb birthday shout out to some dumb people. Anyway, not gonna blog for the next week plus 1 day because I'll be having my exam, still. *yawns* And I mean it this time, GODDAMIT! :p Unless I screw up Add Math, then that's another story. heh.

I AM SO SLEEEEEEEPYYYYYYY I'M GONNA FAIL SEJARAH (already failed though) AND PHYSICS. BAHH, I'M TOO SLEEP TO STYDY LAAAA.

(note to Jin : I won't blame your mommy though, don't worry. I am such a slob, sigh.)


I can't believe I had 5 hours of hardcore (almost) Add Math. ;D I'm so proud of myself. No grumble, complains whatsoever. ;)

Sleeeeeeeeepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Should I sleep and wake up later to study? Or just screw both Sejarah and Physics? Hmmmm.

At least a B.

I need at least get a B for Add Math. AT LEAST, if not... Let's not get to the 'ifs'. Anyway, had like 5hours of tuition today. So I must really really really get at least a B. I'm still very dumb(read : not strong on certain topics) so I won't aim for an A.

Tu Amor by RBD is sooooooo jiwang *swoons* I've been replaying it on my iPod and Itunes a gazillion times. :D So is Baby baby by JJ (on imeem only, can't download the song yet. BOO!) and Is It You by Cassie. Ahhhh, what's wrong with me? =/ Must be the trials. LOL. Ah wait, since when trials make people jiwang? Alas, never mind.

I wanna watch Secrets and High School Musical 2. Yep, you hear me. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2! To see Vanessa Anne Hudgens. Ah, she pretty. She prettyyyy! (grammar out, don't bother)

Dum de dum. Studying later, I hope. Cause I did nothing other than Add Math today. If I do so much of Add Math, I wonder if I can pass everything. *hint hint, Gladys and Ngiap Li*



And to end this post,

:) My boyfriend's sweater, I likey.


ps-Again, I run from one topic to another. Great, let's just hope my BM/English essay don't tergelentong. harhar!

Panic! at the disco.

I know I should be studying my butt of for Physics now but I just needed to de-stress a bit. Look, the panic bug has finally bitten me. I AM, panic. For the very first time since trials started on Tuesday, I am now panic.

I'm afraid I cannot reach my target (even though its easy-peasy-lemon-squeezy to some), I'm afraid I slack even more this time, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'm just not good enough. I know I can't possibly finish everything by tomorrow but I will try. I will try to get a credit, I promise I will. The angst built up again. The thought of her, exaggerating is very disturbing. The thought that they will be telling others, 'no la, I haven't/can't finish study everything' is annoying x1o to the power of infinity.

I get annoyed super easily these few days, (like I've told Sherlin it's the exam bug) what more with their utter bullocks. BWARGH! *eyes rolling* It is the exam bug, it must be I tried consoling myself but I know its more than that, but what is that? *bummer* I want to bring Jin Jin to school tomorrow, too-to calm my nerves just like how she would bring that little thing and we would laugh at her naivety. As if la, by bringing it for her exams she'll be super duper uber smart and get straight A's. Hey, what's impossible huh? :p

On the contrary, I feel guilty poking fun at them. No doubt they are naive, no doubt bout that but that doesn't give me a good reason to laugh at them, now does it?

If my results happens be worse than theirs, either one of theirs (Sejarah not counted!!) I will so definitely C-R-Y. Yes, I'm kiasu. So sue me. :)


Let's just hope none of that will happen, yes? Ok, Thermionic Emission here I come!!

Add -ons:
Quote, "I didn't finish studying all. Just flip through." HARHAR! Their antics are definitely good for laughs. What about the preparation months and months ago? All went down the drain? What's the point of staying up then? Bullocks.

Physics paper was I'm speechless. It sucks. Well, not really but the fact that I didn't study. *sheepish smile* You get the drift. ;p I'm so not gonna make it for Physics la ohmygod can die I will kill myself ahhhhhhhhh.

By the way, Varoh said I'm champion! harhar! Because I sleep very early everytime after the paper. nyek. I know I'm not suppose to be proud of that la but what can I be proud of? hmmm. OK, lunch time.

I'll blog after trials FAIL big time. ;p

Before I forgot, Miss Chow asked 'where is Ning?' over the mic before Physics paper 3. 'Why is she not here for my Physics paper.' LOL. Alyn annd Mariam yelled back that you we're hospitalized. harhar! So the whole ATM now knows. LOL. Miss Chow asked "what happened?" but I'm not sure who replied, 'because of physics lah!!!' harharharhar! Can die laughing.

SULIT.

Yeah, SULIT my butt!

This time won't leak anymore questions yaddi yadda. The whole BM paper leaked quite badly I assume. tsktsk! What happened to the teachers-opening-the-sealed-bag-of-questions-in front-of-the-principal-so-no-one-knows-the-questions?

HUH?

Explanation anyone?

More ranting session after trials. LOL. I just had to laugh at how peculiar/absurd some can behave. I shall bring Jin Jin, in fact I'll just bring Jin to sit with me for my Sejarah paper. Liddat I can get an A already lorrrrrrrrrrrr.

*laughs and laughs and laughs and laughs*


-__-;;;

Chanting.

harhar! My mom thought I was chanting in my room last night. Muahahahahaha. Pada hal, I was actually reading out my nilais-MORAL aloud trying hard to get them into my puny little brain. I'm getting back to it now. Thought it was funny that my mom thought what mumbo jumbo I was doing in my room. harhar!


;)

OK, this is gonna be the last post(I hope) till trials end. WISH ME LUCK?
I'm so flunking it this time. BAH!

Love today.

harhar! Only did after dinner because we spent most of the time talking anyway. My school, her school and his school. Drama, drama! :D Had lots of coffee today too, and lots of songs to accompany me. :) We literally made Starbucks our second home. especially that corner. (corner again! heh.) If I were to bring a pillow there, I could've sleep. The best thing was nobody whined about being sleepy. We all just got bored of studying thats all. :) Good start, eh? Heh.

Little girl's dream being shattered is not fun. I was happy clappy thinking that rainbow is pretty, have a leprechaun and a pot of gold on the other side turned out to be some stupid light rays being refracted/reflected due to dense and less dense medium and crap-Physics. How absurd. tsk!

Had a crash course on Chapter5 form4 which is super depressing. Was sulking over how dumb I was because I was surrounded by Aimy and Jin. First of all, pressure. Second of all, I'm just dumb. Third of all, can't make it la. They're top ten in school, I'm also top ten... After 100 mar! :p Boo, so sad ok! Like simple questions or equations I also need to take so long to think. Especially the questions k! They're freaking easy and I took so long to complete! Ugh, why am I so dumb. WHY??? *sulks*


I loove today despite feeling ultra, mega, giga dumb. HAH! Whee! I love caramel macchaito too. Not bored of it. Not YET! Had it everyday when we were there! hehe. Weds, Thurs, Fri and Sat. Ok, no more for tomorrow. Boo!


Trials in 3 more days. I'll die, cause I didn't study. (Jin and Aimy, geddit yet? Geddit yet? :D)



Our mess.