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Swollen eyes.

Finally, letting out all my pent up emotions.
It's been a while since I last had a good cry.

When life gives you a lemon,

Ask for tequila and salt and call me over!

HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm lame, I know. Howen's worse. Just in case you didn't know. :D


I know for a first when I said yes to this dance thing, I'm getting myself into trouble. There we go, body ache. Pfft. Ning ah, tummy pain ah!!!!!!!! Now, hello, counter pain!

Yesterday was NOT a good day. Not for me anyway. My day started to turn sour about 10ish. (some you know, i know, we know stuff) Christ got into accident so ppk-ed me for Econs class at 11. Tania ppk me mpw (which mean I'm left alone in class alone!) cause it was raining and she didn't felt like going to college. 2hours plus of mpw, alone, in front of the full blast air con with Sumitra right smack in front of me. As if its not good enough, my phone nearly KO on me-so I didn't get to wifi much. And dunno why blogger didn't wanna let me sign in. >=( And during (with Kel and Ben) dinner, I saw things that I shouldn't. Things that should be left in the past and never be brought up again. Things that ticks me off the moment I saw it. Thanks Kel, for listening to me whine in the car. Usual de la, kan? ;P

And now, I'm ppk-ing Christ and Tania because I'm left home alone without notice. YAY!

Happy working, Ning. I'll see if I can make it. =)

Dance dance.

Since when am I into it?

Hmmmm.

Just got home. Been out since morning. College, home, McD, Ben's place, McD again, home. Only came home to shower in the evening then out again till now. Ugh. Not that I'm complaining or anything cause its fun actually; being busy and all (read: nonsensical things). :)

My mood have been like a roller coaster ride. Happy and emo- it goes on and on. Wth lar. Yang ah, you got the powerrr to spread emo-ness wan is it? LOL. Kidding. ;)

Ok, just a shop update before people think my blog is dead. Gtg now. Driving tomorrow. Funny how I'm not having em' jitters.

Nighty-night.

ps-Ning, he is cute. *grins*

Dum de dum.

Happy happy joy joy that my stupid psychology test that consist 10% overall is OVERRR!

I swear I was guilty for not studying ok. I mean its Biology like hello since when does Karyn study Bio? Anyway, to make up for it I studied last minute in the library. At least something la haiyo.

Oh, college is not gonna be so free anymore from now on. Assignments, tests, presentations, midterm etc. Everything is starting to pile up.

Thursday driving test.
Friday Cheong Fat Tze.

And I need a day to bury myself into Chapter 6-Consciousness. Christ, does it ring a bell to you? Lol.

Sigh.

I'm gonna die. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna die.

Why do I procrastinate? I told myself I would study after my driving test. Now what is this? I've been out 2 days straight-Friday and Saturday. Staying home today did me no good either. I slept till noon, eat, bum around, blog, eat, bum around, watch gossip girl and now blog again.

Yay me.

I haven't even finish my homework, I just realized. Piaget's theory not done yet and I still have Kohlberg's. Mami Christ ah!!!!

Double yay me. Or nay?

Skipping an hour of Psychology tomorrow. And Econs better not kill me. Please God, I beg Thee.

I is lazy.

After Indiana Jones at GSC, in the car,
heading for dinner :

Subaidah for dinner,
meet up with mao mao and kiao kiao :

Gossip Guys.

And they decided to act cute. *shudders*

And we show them how pros do it.

Trying very hard to be as pro as us but cannot quite make it.Effortlessly act cute in front of the pro.
T___________________T
He really never die before la. Champion sial.

Beach; for the fun of it :

Sweaty from all the running, laughing and screaming.

Oh look, burger seller!!!
He happens to be the dvd seller's friend. ;P

Then the must have-pool session :

As Ben and Kel would put it, 'kissing the air' shot.

Kel's juicy butt. Picture courtesy of Ben.
(thats why it is blur. tsktsk. ;P)Swimming swimming swimming. :DThis is how the dvd seller would do it. T_T

Mmmm, gaya sial. And thats, Glacius. *hugs youze*

There there, me done updating.
I should study for my test. Pfft.
Taa.

Hahahalolhahaha.

Halfway doing Math and this bugger came kacau. Here's a snippet of our conversation.

Karyn says:
ask kel and aaron keluar la
warRen says:
they go visit grandpa in hospital
Karyn says:
you didnt follow?
warRen says:
=.= noh?
Karyn says:
whyyy?
Karyn says:
lol
warRen says:
coz the grandpa will b like ' lu si hami lang'
Karyn says:
wa si lu eh sun
Karyn says:
then the granpa terus die
Karyn says:
thinking in his after life since when i got dvd seller as my grandson
Karyn says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
warRen says:
LEMA
warRen says:
I GOT CAR NOW OK U DON WAN ME GO THERE KILL U ! O
Karyn says:
i got car also
Karyn says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Karyn says:
CAN I POST THIS UP?
Karyn says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
warRen says:
so not like u can drive aso mayb u go pass a bump den slide down
Karyn says:
ITS TOO DAMN FUNNY
warRen says:
fuck u

It is funny, right right? ;P

And if you do see me cursing extra often, you know who to be blame. ;)

Next Thursday.

Ok, so I didn't passed driving this time. But fret not, I didn't fail both. (I'm not so champion k) I failed in the circuit. The damn bukit that I never had any problems with. Pfft.

I passed on the road though. Pretty happy with that since the stupid JPJ officer ask me to use jalan C like wtf, I don't even know the route la!!! But I passed anyway. Nyehehe.

The wait was awful. I reached about 9am and only got things done about 5pm. Next trip there should be shorter, I hope.

Now I can't wait to get my hands on my license.

By then, another reckless driver on the road. Look out! teehee.

Tomorrow is THE day.

Now keep me in your prayers. Whatever God you are praying to. Make sure I pass tomorrow, k?

How come I'm already feeling the jitters? Die lar if it gets worse tomorrow. Hmmm.

I need chill pill!!! :(

Damn shy.

Guess what? Dr K (my psycho lecturer) showed the damn class MY MASTERPIECE!! We were doing some assignment(first one yaw!) and since its draft work, I just scribble whatever points i need on a small piece of paper.

Scribble. Small piece of paper.

Dr K: You can always ask me for paper. I've got lots of them.
Me: No no, just drafting. *shy smile*
Dr K: Good one actually.
Me: *all smiles until she took up my masterpiece and show it to the class*

T_________________________T

Dr K: You see.. yaddi yadda.. She manage to cram the everything into this tiny little paper... Get what I mean? ... yaddi yadda....

T_________________________T


It was a compliment but I just CANNOT be proud of it. CANNOT man, cannot.

I know la, so not a girl's work la but what to do.
Its mine hor!
That's why I'm shy lor.
But alas, since the whole class saw it de, no difference for me to post it up here la.
Cause Mr Smiley doesn't know I own a blog so no harm done. ;)
And Ning's W saw also. *double shy*

So yeah, as long as my teacher likes it, so be it. Hohum.

The English presentation thing went ok. Got good luck wish some more! LOL. Christ know, I know, we know. LOL. 'Twas funny. LOL.

On a totally unrelated note, I think I'm subconsciously a very pathetic person. No, not as in crazy over guys pathetic pathetic. This is different. I am thrilled when I get gastric these days. I dunno why. The pain... actually feels good. Hmmm. Dunno. Something wrong. LOL.


I'm sorry about what I said because I didn't think twice.
I didn't know that hurt.
And I got annoyed because I was/am PMS-ing.
I'm sorry.
Just to let you know, you'll never come second.
Yes you, you know who you are.

I had enough-you should know that.
It better tone down already or I'm gonna burst, again.
Less than 3 hours of sleep didn't do me any good, either.

There we go again...

Procrastination.

How the hell do you stop it, ah?

It took me 4 hours of procrastination to get 1 miserable question done. Sigh. ONE ok! I'm gonna die now.


This has gotta stop.

Dance whaaa?

Went over Kel's place in the afternoon and while away time talking nonsense and you tube-ing. Our supposed dance session. PFFT.

Here's some pictures. Yes, my blog is lacking of it therefore the spamming. :D

Patches. The girls' favourite.

THE GIRLS.

Karen. Garfield look alike. ;)

Twinkle cannot stop barking.

Delta. The dog that deverginized Ning's shoes. ;P

Tao chooi bonding session before picking Juls.

Ning.

Dvd seller slash driver. Tee hee.

Fatty that eats non stop.Junk food and some awful tasting popiah. Pfft. Spots on Patches. :)



Friday's pictures stolen from Ning.

The super long cue stick.Invading Ben's phone. Posing with it too. ;PNokia E65 promoters. Harhar.

Ben : Come, act cute act cute!
Ryn : Okok!!! :D
Warren : =.=

MACHA! xD Warren, Ning & I.
Plus Ben.
Look!!! My face not round!!! :D
Minus Ben plus Su Yang.
And here too!This is what we do when the guys are playing pool.
Northam Cafe.
Last picture, and we call it a day.

I'm nice. I post up many pictures. But with the same people in it wan. Bored or not ah you people???!!!

Happy happy joy joy.

So yesterday, I went out with the parents and their friends for lunch. Yummy bah kut teh! *slurps* Then it was to Gurney since my dad needs to get his laptop check. Cause something went haywire yadda yadda. After all that nonsense, my dad and I went impulse shopping. He got himself a camera and I got some clothes, shoes and some other nice stuff. Wahahaha. Then tea break at Coffee Bean for my daily dose of caffeine fix and then it was dinner at Chilli's. Yummy Molten Chocolate Cake-damn bloody sinful. I'm so gonna get fat. Hmmm.

After dinner, dropped by my dad's pub cause my dad's friend was there. So it was quite boring since I was bonding with some lecturer from USM. LOL. Till one phone call from Warren. ;)

Happy happy joy joy.

The boys (yes kiddies. BOYS!) drop by to surprise me. Sho nice wans. But stupid dvd seller phua kang tao. Wanna bluff people also dunno. Pffft. And Ben's car window didn't like me. :(It hit my lower lips and it hurt like a bitch. Hmmm. Met new friend, Benson-he's 15 wokay! And he's out till so late. Bad ben influenced him to be bad. Hohum.

So we sit, drink a bit and talk and laugh at how fat Kel is and how pariah looking that dvd seller is. And we watched Peng Chew's yoga video clip. Damn hilarious can die. And I was busy sms-ing till at one point, I felt nostalgic and wanna cry. "Good night baby. Sweet dreams. I love you. Mwah." Ughhhhh. Jiwang.

Then they all went back around 1 cause Ben got work in the morning. So there, me is happy cause they were there to keep me company.

Good boys they were. *big fluffy hugs* :D

Good fun.

6 people-car racing, pool, yum cha, pictures, screams and laughters. Can anyone ask for more?


Thank god I went.

More tomorrow or something. Dead tired. And almost voiceless. Thanks to Ning and Kelvin.

The joy of having wifi.

In math class.

Bored.

Teacher's discussing answers. I'm not copying. Cause i'm a good girl i finish my homework last night. Yes, i know i'm a good girl like that. Hoho.

Half an hour more. 5 more questions left. I cant wait to get out of class and rot for another 3 hours before my next class.

T______T

I shall get back to yakking with wei jia. She's my primary school mate k!!

Cannot talk de. Need to pay attention. Boo. Cause she is explaining some nonsense i dont understand.

Babai everyone!

A quick update!

Sorry for MIA.

Didn't do that on purpose. I was bored and my life isn't all that interesting to blog about now since everything is back to the routine style. You know, wake up, go to college, hang around college, lunches with friends, go to class, home etc.

Oh yeah, I was away during the weekends. Went to Cameron Highlands to celebrate dad's birthday and mother's day with a couple of dad's friend. Nothing much to do over there except I MISS THE WEATHER!!!! 'Twas like summer in Leeds back in 2006. Ah, good times. :)

Ok lar, at least this is proper enough, no?

PS-Wei Fen, me update you tonight. tee hee. <3

PPS-Psycho suck bight time. Me no study. Me going to class. Me going to die. 3 hours wokay, don't pray pray ah. Some more me gonna study about the brains. Pfft.

Wokay, me going for 3 hours lecture now! Babai! ;) *waves*

Nah!

Since people think my blog is dead.... There.

I'm in class, waiting for my teacher. Dunno where's she.

Ok, she's here. Ta.

=D

Told ya. BOREDNESS OVERLOAD.

6hours of nothingness in college.

Hello from inti library.

I have about an hour more to waste.

My english lecturer decided to not teach today cause its our first day. She gave us homework though. Write an essay about anything. At least 1 full page of A4 size paper.

I'm already done with it. Listening to songs on my ipod cause cant watch gossip girl. My battery will KO on me if i do.

Now attempting to read psycho but of course its not working. If not why would i be doing this. Lol.

Mummy Christ is sleeping beside me. Psycho is annoying like crazy. Ah the joy of being online with my cute little phone. Lol.

Ok, need to get back to flipping pages. If not i prolly wont get what my teacher is blabbing about later.

I had lots of sleep last night thats why i cant sleep now. Lol.

A very very bored Ryn, signing out. :)

The beauty of biological clock.

I'm dead tired but when I lay on my bed trying to fall asleep, I can't. My eyes are getting heavier with each passing minute but my mind just won't shut.

This is great, I tell you. GREAT!

Going out in a bit to get some stuff. After this, no matter what-I NEED TO SLEEP. Even if that means counting sheep. Pfft.

Back to school.

College, I mean.

No more sleeping at the wee hours and waking up in the evening. Sigh. Though my biological clock isn't quite working, yet.

And I finally decided to kill myself. I took up Econs. Yay me. The teacher was damn entertaining but the subject was rather dry. Pfft.

"US is the land of oppurtunity, Japan is the land of earthquakes."

My teacher quite lame also wan k. ;P

Maths was ok lar. But I forgotten lots and lots of it already. Skipped an hour cause of orientation so when I went in, blur like sotong. My lecturer (shit la, not used to it ok. last time always say teacher this, teacher that. blah.) was teaching index lar. But she used some canggih terms so I can't make out what is it till this very nice guy in front of me borrowed me and my friend the text. Hehe. And first day got homework already lar dunno why my teacher like that wan. x( Some more right, my Maths class got 12 miserable students only. Hmph.

Moving on, Psychology. Dunno de. Seems hard. Beh syok. But got lotsa familiar faces in that class. Seniors lar. Damn happy. Cause not Christ and I only. :) Tomorrow, 3 hours, gonna DIE. And Howen so nice can. He found the psycho textbook and is gonna photocopy it for me, Christ and Jo when he gets his student ID. Which I dunno when. Still, I owe you a drink mister! ;) But he skipped Econs wan. xP

Er, psycho was nothing actually. Cause one hour only. The teacher was nice lar but she likes to criticisize Malaysians wan. But not in a bad way though.

So yeah, thats it. College was fine despite getting only 3hours of sleep last night.

Tomorrow, 8am to 6pm. Wish me luck!

可惜.

我想了很多,也想了很久.
我们曾经拥有的,我已失去了.
我很怀念, 也很想挽回.
可能吗?

我们之间的距离,
像山一样高.
我们之间的感情,
像海洋一样宽.
机会,还存在吗?

如果,有一天,
我跌倒了,
你会扶助我吗?
还是你会一脚把我踢下去?

我累了,我知错了;
回来,好吗?

Irritated.

Fucking irritated.

Don't ask. Ning, shut up.

Stomach churning. Fuck. Pain.

A little shopping.

So ppk-ed Ting (sorrry, couldn't wake up and the parents wanna go out since its labour day) and slept in till 2pm. :D

Woke up, got ready and went Queens.

T________________T

I thought the parents wanna go somewhere else. Pfft. Never mind that cause I did shop a bit in Esprit. (SALES OK!!! how can anyone resist) Since Forever 21 have nothing. Nothing that I wanna buy lar. =/ Killed my dad's pocket a wee bit though. You know lar, the day before I paid fees and stuff, enough to kill him for the time being thats why I didn't get shoes and headed home after that. LOL. I'm good right?

So thats basically it. Driving tomorrow. Yay. But no yay cause have to wake up early.

Should I......

Take an extra subject to kill myself? Cause my time table is way too free. But I don't know if I could manage. Was thinking about econs.

What do you think?

I think I'm gonna enjoy college.

Just got back from a laughter-filled lunch with em INTI people. ;) Really got my mind off things then. :D

So I kao tim-ed everything I'm supposed to. Pay the fees, got my schedule, attended the oh-so-boring orientation in the Lecture Theater, ronda the new campus etc.

I'm starting college this Monday yaw!

Happy happy. Though I was quite scared at first seeing so many UNfamiliar faces. Sheesh. That was before I met Ning's friends of course. :)

The best part is I won't be having classes on Friday. :) And I have 8am classes on 2 days only.

YAY!!! :) :) :) :) :)

Oh right, adtp no cute guys wan. Boo hoo.

Ok damn tired de. Had less than 4 hours of sleep last night. heh. Going to sleep liao cause I'm a pig like that.

Random note-I just downloaded a whole list of emo songs last night. Yum.

NEED to shop.

What? I haven't been shopping for ages. And that's a good sign. This time I need to shop for necessities. Contact lens, new glasses (should I? cause my current one is quite um, geeky) and um, other stuff. I don't know what stuff but stuff.

I just need to buy la ok. I'm a girl, don't question me ok?

Some more right, college starting next week OMFG so soooooooooon. Hmmm. Lazy to study lar. Sigh.

Orientation tomorrow at 9am. Shit, I can't remember the last time I woke up before um, *shameless* 1pm. *shy away*

Now I'm busy downloading Gossip Girl. I know I'm damn slow la but its so so so nice. Thanks Fen. That helps a lot in easing up my boredom. Since I can't go out for nuts (no cash) so yeah, home all day, downloading and watching. And blogging.

Happy bar.

I need em fully charged. Waiting for it to turn green then I'll be a-okay. ;) Really looking forward to college.

Talk it out.

Certain things, you have to. Like last night/this morning, I had one of the best conversation ever. 1 and a 1/2 hours of giggles and laughter, and it couldn't get any better. And to think of it, the conversation started really awkwardly from I cannot tell I cannot tell to... We know what we said. ;)

Sometimes its so hard to spill it out you think its best kept inside. But how would you know if you never tried? I think there was a surge of relief (for you la) after mumbling out whatsoever you need to (to me). Even if it hurts you and me at that moment, we somehow, or more like me alone manage to pick things up and make the most out of it.

You see, this is a good thing when you let down your damn ego a bit. If its so hard to let it down for a moment then, I don't know what to say. Cause I remember not giving face to you at all after what you said. I went on and on, bombarding you so much (to think back it was quite mean) and we ended up 'Shit la, 5.30 de. Damn no life wei.'

This is one of the heart-to-heart, no hard feelings, happy clappy talk that I don't think I ever had with any of my girls. Wei, you seriously becoming a girl meh? Or did I become a man overnight?

What we have is precious. And I don't wanna lose it at the end of the day. YOU, deserves someone much better. And please start believing in God. Please. ;) Heh.

As for me, let me fall for someone I can never have and slowly pick up those broke pieces. After all, what is there to lose just to give it a try?

Emo at Momo.

Oooohhh, it rhymes. LOL

Was bloody cannot make it last night. One thing leads to the other so by the end of the night, I was drunk. Gone. And worse yet, not happy clappy drunk ok. It was grumpy frumpy drunk. Grrrr. Threw tantrum at all of them except Kel, Alvin and Farid.

Might come out with an emo post later or something. If I feel like it that is. Now I'll just spam pictures. :) Happy clappy pictures.

Super model search contestants.
Now send GM 15 to 36212 cause he is in the finals. :D

BEFORE :

AFTER :

Farid. My penghulu at kem syruz. ;)

My chee mui damn drunk. (kidding ok)
And lookee that, I am tall I can reach! Whee! xD

Everything ended at Ryan's place. harhar. Crashed over his place a while for a wee bit of extra booze for me. ;) Hey, its good ok, whatever brandy that is! Its sweeeeeeet! Yummers.

Can someone teach me how to while away a week without spending more than rm 5? Cause that's all I left after last night. Pfft.

If anything, nothing is gonna beat this.

Maybe...

At this stage, what I'm doing is wrong.
What I'm doing is outta my mind.
But at least, it felt good.
It felt good not knowing what its all about.
It felt good that I drank over at Ryan's not giving a care at all who's gonna take advantage of me cause I know they won't.
They are prolly disgusted by how I act/reacted.
So be it; cause I know, I'm good.

Drunk? Maybe.

Sorry Ryan, for making a total fool outta myself. But you know, certain things, I couldn't be bothered that much. Next week aye? ;)

And Mich, thanks for bringing me in. Should have took a pic with you but I didn't bring my cam. :) Thanks babe! Owe you much.

Kitten. Never ever ever, I think that's the best anyway. ;)

Time for some shut eyes, night.

Something NEW.

Cause I'm a show off like that. ;)

Oh, what was all those crying and wailing about last Saturday again?
I totally forgot. :P

It's red, I'm adding it to my pink/red collection of gadgets.
Yayness.

New number too. To those that don't have it yet, ask me k?
I lost everyone's number la, which is quite a bummer. Hmmm.


There, there! Updated.