Merdeka.

First of all, happy 50 years old to my *cough*beloved*cough* country. Now how am i suppose to hate the country (even though i have a million reasons to) when i am well supplied with FOOD? Malaysian food... YUM! I promise I'll love you until, um, until you don't supply me with good food anymore :)

Ok, Merdeka day was well spent. I had 3 tuitions- a 2 hour Physics in the morning, and another 2 one and a half hour of Chemistry and Add Math in the evening. *yawn* Spent the entire afternoon at Starbucks doing Add Math with lots and lots of caffeine. Had 3 drinks to keep me awake but now, I'm still extremely exhausted. My eyes are gonna shut anytime but my mind doesn't let it. Boo! Some more I have tuition tomorrow morning from 10-12. Sounds like I'm damn rajin but I only studied 2 subjects. The rest, well, leaving the rest to rot.

Anyway, it has been Starbucks since Wednesday and thank goodness I'm a coffee addict, I haven't got bored of any caffeine-like-drinks (more of caramel maccihato anyway. heh.) yet. heh. But one thing, the chocolate in the mocha drink(not blended) was super duper mega kao ok! Yer, like can only take one sip at a time but when you get used to it, its actually quite nice. :)

Some more right, its with the same person everytime hor, luckily I still haven't got bored of him, yet! hehe. Some more he has naik pangkat now, he's not only my tutor, not only my teddy bear and not only my bestest fwen; he's now my chauffeur. WAHAHAHA! See, I don't call you my driver also. hee.

He can be so nice when he doesn't abuse me. Like during lunch, we're like 2 kids goofing around without parental guidance. harhar! Playing with food etc. Like super kiddy can die think of it also can laugh sendiri. -.- Got prove some more. LOL.

there!


Ahem, eating. I mean, playing while I take his phone and cam-whore a bit but fail la. I, uhm, blocked my face. -.-

Cute right? We were digging it, then bury those little pearls in it, then dig again to find them as if we've found treasure. LOL. sampat.

Seeeeeeeee! Its Karyn and Jin k? Not Ky-jinn la. :p


Jin likes MIKA! Wheeeee!! lol.
Anyway, have to go sleep now. If not I'll drop dead tomorrow.

Angst.

Trials are nearing so me, Ngiap Li, Gladys and the lot were talking about life after SPM-colleges, NS etc. I was all happy clappy, thinking of pursuing my studies in Melbourne Uni after taking pre-U or foundation here.

(In Chemistry lab)

One asked, what were you guys talking about? So I told her and her friend 'you know, studying which uni and all. I thought of getting myself into Melbourne Uni after studying here. Hmm, its a good uni. The top one in Aussie some more. 'I was bombarded with 'you need quality to get in there'.

For the record, it was the first time SHE was so harsh to me.

Excuse me? Look at who's talking about quality. I know you've been studying very hard, so am I... NOT! To be frank, I never really fancy her and yes, I don't need to try even. *yawn* The always holy and innocent, she's just everything she's not. :) Trust me, anything but holy and innocent. She contradicts her believes la. She thinks holding hands and hugging a guy is sin, she thinks going out with a guy alone will built up temptations but she did it anyway. Fine, I wouldn't be mean and go to that extend yet.

I'M DUMB.
There, I am dumb. That's what she thinks of me. I'm so dumb I only failed History, I'm so dumb I got top 5 (from the top, mind you) in class. I'm so dumb I select the dumbest people of all to study with. I'm so dumb I go to school and fool around thinking SPM is no where near soon. I'm so dumb I didn't fail my BM *wails* and of course, I'm so dumb I to go to a guy's house, ALONE.

-__-;;;

Get it now? I'm too dumb to get into my choice of university even if that's just a dream. I'm so dumb I'll strive hard for it and get my butt in there! Just you wait.

You dimwit, not even a guy who gets top 10 in the whole form (in his school), or anyone for that matter dare look down on me. Who do you think you are to do so? I thought holy people don't do things as such?

I'm angry. Angry to be belittled. Angry for being not able to stand up for myself when she said that right to my face. Angry for being lost for words when she said it. Angry... Just plain angst.


A big bear hug later will do me good. I'm sure. Going off to tuition to see my larling and teddy bear. *hugs both*


Add-ons :
No bear hugs but I did rant a lot. I screamed a lot too and it feels damn good. On the other hand, still cranky. Whatever it is. More Caramel Macchiato, some mango and passion fruit ice blended(it better be good) and sushi. Yum! Now let's hope tomorrow turns out good. I should really get myself a punching bag. :) Time to sleep, or not. I shall get back to my story book. Whee.

Excited to be back at school.

Yes? No? I don't know.

Bugger la, I can't sleep wei! I was tossing and turning around my bed since 11.30 pm and now I'm up blogging cause I cannot sleep. BAH. What is happening wei? I don't think I'm looking forward to school but why? Why am I not sleepy when I slept at 2 am and woken up at 11 am by my mom, WHY?? I was so tired just now, why?

I WANT TO SLEEEP! Ok, I'm off to read something. See if I can fall asleep. Boo. This suck.

Study, KONONNYA!

As I was told on Friday, 'tomorrow must really study de.'

KONONNYA man.

Went over Jin's place at one (supposedly study), reached Gurney at two, loiter around looking for nice watches, lunched at Chilli's, (fuh, the story! harhar man harhar!xD) watched Evan Almighty, (2 thumbs up!) played Daytona for the first time ok, (stupid man, Sebastian bang me wan. =/) watched the guys play the damn sadistic (almost) shooting game, went back to Jin's, studied, (a teeny weeny bit) watched Scrubs, went home, shower, dinner, online.

This is such a eat-sleep-shit post. Roarr.

Was supposed to finish Add Math 2003 and 2004 papers by today-FAIL.
Was suppose to end chapter 4 and start chapter 5 Physics today-fail lagi but managed to finish chapter 4 in the car though. Yup, car. -.-;;


Everything super failing this holidays. So dead for trials man. huhu... :(


Met new friend today, Sebastian, who is so much nicer than his best friend. Tsk tsk but he decided to think that I'm form3. =/
YAY!
Anger wei. Anger!!!!!

My Jin Jin has a blog.

Awwww. :D

Jin Jin not my teddy bear la. The human one. The one that has been having a hard time teaching me Physics. The one that I bug the entire time after getting to know him. The one that uh, is a brat. The one that made me watch Moulin Rouge instead of studying. The one that slap me when I don't pay attention. The one that bullies me gao gao. Alas, why is this post about him.
-.-

I am so good in diverting topic. BAH. I wanted to talk about Moulin Rouge but after I read his comment, I diverted my topic instead. What la.

Anyway, Moulin Rouge. Nothing to cry about but I'm stuck to this line - "I promise I won't be jealous." HARHAR! And the song Come What May - MELTS. :) :) :)

I need to sleep and then study tomorrow. :)

5.30 a.m.

KIM! beat that please? harhar! Another record after 3 months? LOL.

You wish la I was studying but nah, tap tap tap, i was SMS-ing the whole time after i reached home 1 a.m.-ish. Die, OK! DIE!

Anyway, woke up at 2.30 p.m and I have tuition from 5 - 8.30 pm. Wasted half my day already. GREAT!

-.-

Harhar!

Star it off with yesterday, i forgot to bring my camera to school for the fun&fiesta. Of all people, ME-I FORGOT! So yeah, no pictures. huhu. Anyway, it was a fun day? I don't know la. I'm so damn afraid of those puny little coupons now. :S This never happen before okay! Just that yesterday, i had way too much to spend and I can't finish spending. I'm serious! I had rm145 to spend within 3 hours. Rm25 from me, rm70 from Jin and rm50 from Aimy. And when I thought I've bought enough that my money is decreasing like water but heck, NO! It increased another rm50. Thank you Aimy. -.-;;

IU day was a success. :) Everything went well, for my group, at least. We had so many posters we didn't have enough place to paste them. The cookies was not that hard to sell. *snigger* With me and Ning screaming like idiots (more like me alone. :S) selling the cookies harhar!

Tiring day though. Though i could get some sleep when I get home but my parents decided to go eat lunch/tea at Queens. So off to Dragon I it was. Bah, i was so famished i stuffed myself silly until i was TOO full. *burp* After Queens was to Jin's. Kononnya study. pffft. I know I didn't la. Heh. Ended up yakking away, me playing with koala and wombat, watching him play UT (such sadistic game. tsk tsk.) and watched a bit of Bad Boys 2. woooosaaaaaa! LOL. Dinner for them and Jin can cook okay! Ohmygawd!!!!! Very ohmygawd. But its maggie mee lah, the unhealthy way some more. Poor Jenna. heh. We watched Man-U and Man City last night. HARHARHARHAR! Man-U lost one nil harhar! Poor kid whined like a real kid and slapped me. -.-;;; Not pain wan la. After the game, he, being the very good boy, chauffeur me and Aimy home.

Home-tidy up clothes-drop dead-woke up-tuition homework-tuition-Tesco-home again-sleep-tuition again-home-online-now BLOG! :)

Gonna go do more homework soon. By the way, Log is not all that hard. ;)

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For laughs.

Guy: Can I have your email address?
Ning: I have a boyfriend.
Guy: Does it matter?
Ning: YES.

*guy walks off*

laugh out loud. Ning is jahat.

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Goodness, I sound like those form1 form2 kid that goes on and on about the day. DIE!


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Hooked onto Lostprophets once again.

KPP.

Kurikulum Pendidkan Pemandu. harharhar! I FINALLY went for the kursus thingy majingy today. Heck, i nearly died of boredom, like literally. It was bad, really. One thing-NEVER go alone. :S Partly cause I was alone and there weren't any eye candies (LOL! no pun intended) also, the speakers' BM so damn chim i find it so hard to comprehend especially when the speakers made jokes and try to perk up the boring class. So sad, everyone was laughing and I don't know what was going on. huhu. :( We were allowed to doze off a little during the class but I didn't albeit my mind was drifting away where ponies and bunnies were roaming around wildly. Ok la, i wasn't dreaming bout ponies and bunnies la. I was just well, not paying attention. LOL.

The only part where I paid full attention to was when he showed us pictures of people died during accidents. OMG, the pictures were disgusting! D.I.S.G.U.S.T.I.N.G. *shudders at the thought* Some more its the month of... *shivers* OK, i may be little but but... i have lots of GUTS ok! OMG, mommy and daddy are both in lalaland. OMG, Ning is busy with the cardboards for tomorrow. I'm chatting with Gladys ONLY and some more she is replying so slowly. Jin is going to sleep soon. :( NOOOOO! I'll make him stay up. Or at least i hope he can.

You know what, I'm gonna stop and continue this post during the day time.


ps - DO I LOOK DAMN CHINESE HERE? Every Chinese speaks to me in Mandarin when I was at the driving school. BOO!

Hallyu.

Whatever that is. Come to CGL's Fun & Fiesta on August 19th, Sunday then you'll know. :D

I'm gonna die writing the synopsis and printing the pictures for hallyu and also printing my Add Math project. Serious sheet, last minute work wei!


You know what, I'm so lazy. BAH. As if you haven't know it yet.

-.-

Add-ons :
And I thought this stupid Hallyu thing was gonna be easy. I'm only a quarter done. :( I'm doing half, and finish another half tomorrow. I is too damn sleepy to continue or should i say laz... You get the gist. :p The whole thing right, was supposed to be divided into 6, I pandai pandai make it into 4 yet I cannot finish. :( huhu. Note : 2.48 a.m. So doomed de la. Mami will scold, will she not? I wanna read Harry Potty!! I know I am slow, but what to do. :p

*pouts, hugs jin jin and continues work*

Pictures that I promised.

Here, I'm bombarding this post with pictures. Enjoy!

With the teachers.


Pn Lim, the principal.

Ms Ang sayangs me. She said I'm bai yi tian shi. (angel) *beams*

Ms Leong.

Pn Chang. Albeit her Bio lessons are... I love her stories nonetheless. :)

Pn Yon gave me lots of merit marks! A very funny teacher ok!


Ms Ho.

Chemistry Pn Tan (she looks out of place), Physics Ms Chow (no ruler no future teacher).


With Friends.


I look out of place. Sweet Christine and Larling.

Larling and Michelle. Wah, I banyak fair here wei!

Soon Ann the intruder!

Mommy Christ the polka-dotted chic. Very retro.

Lovina, Monitor of 5Mahirians who steals my food during lessons and let me copy her homework. How nice.

Janke. 5 years of knowing her and she never fails the be the last to wish me on my birthday.

I is so tall here! Whoopeedoo! Chia Chyn and Roselyn.

Soon Ann.

Princess Gladys was fashionably late!

They are so tall. *pouts*

Marisa, the girlish side of her is so pretty.

Black + white.

A quarter of Mahirians.

Nisa gorgeous.

Do-Re-Mi.

Zati is kinky.

Farah entertains damn well.

Kim, Ryn, Ngiap, Gla, Rach.

With Mahir's 3 musketeers. Sekali lagi I feel tall. *grins*

Cindy.

Erica Miss Outstanding.

Jocelyn spoinky is so skinny and tall. Grrhh.

One, for the album. :)

Punitha.

The prettiest China Doll Janis aka my Ah Chor.

Black, black, white.

Dapho.

Jennifer. Look at our dresses!

6 feet tall and a midget.

Jelly, Princess and Brat.

Gurney-Food Loft-MY birthday-Get-together.


Harhar! The glasses looks so yeng on me.

The super tak layan fella that went ferrari-ing non-stop for a good 15 to 20 minutes.

The masterminds left.

THE SCHEME! Mexican bun to replace the real cake.

Surprise, surprise! Chocolate Indulgence from Secret Recipe. Yum.

Awww. He loves his cake more than me. -.-

Jin is rolling his eyes taking this picture for us.

Sung Ching, my new friend. :) Oh, my bugs bunny teeth! THE HORROR!

With the utmost jiwang couple. Kuok Tjun and Jia Li.

Roselyn.

Kimmie!

Larling, i LOVE you.

Jin Jin's ear! With Rachael aka heong har mui.

Kisses for the missusmind.

LOOK AT THOSE EYES! Its as if i haven't been sleeping okay!


Pictures in the toilet is soddof a must. Heh.

The vain vain people and me, well, I'm trying to get rid of my make up.

Ow, silly-billies.



Shweet.


That's all. :)