Should I......

Take an extra subject to kill myself? Cause my time table is way too free. But I don't know if I could manage. Was thinking about econs.

What do you think?

I think I'm gonna enjoy college.

Just got back from a laughter-filled lunch with em INTI people. ;) Really got my mind off things then. :D

So I kao tim-ed everything I'm supposed to. Pay the fees, got my schedule, attended the oh-so-boring orientation in the Lecture Theater, ronda the new campus etc.

I'm starting college this Monday yaw!

Happy happy. Though I was quite scared at first seeing so many UNfamiliar faces. Sheesh. That was before I met Ning's friends of course. :)

The best part is I won't be having classes on Friday. :) And I have 8am classes on 2 days only.

YAY!!! :) :) :) :) :)

Oh right, adtp no cute guys wan. Boo hoo.

Ok damn tired de. Had less than 4 hours of sleep last night. heh. Going to sleep liao cause I'm a pig like that.

Random note-I just downloaded a whole list of emo songs last night. Yum.

NEED to shop.

What? I haven't been shopping for ages. And that's a good sign. This time I need to shop for necessities. Contact lens, new glasses (should I? cause my current one is quite um, geeky) and um, other stuff. I don't know what stuff but stuff.

I just need to buy la ok. I'm a girl, don't question me ok?

Some more right, college starting next week OMFG so soooooooooon. Hmmm. Lazy to study lar. Sigh.

Orientation tomorrow at 9am. Shit, I can't remember the last time I woke up before um, *shameless* 1pm. *shy away*

Now I'm busy downloading Gossip Girl. I know I'm damn slow la but its so so so nice. Thanks Fen. That helps a lot in easing up my boredom. Since I can't go out for nuts (no cash) so yeah, home all day, downloading and watching. And blogging.

Happy bar.

I need em fully charged. Waiting for it to turn green then I'll be a-okay. ;) Really looking forward to college.

Talk it out.

Certain things, you have to. Like last night/this morning, I had one of the best conversation ever. 1 and a 1/2 hours of giggles and laughter, and it couldn't get any better. And to think of it, the conversation started really awkwardly from I cannot tell I cannot tell to... We know what we said. ;)

Sometimes its so hard to spill it out you think its best kept inside. But how would you know if you never tried? I think there was a surge of relief (for you la) after mumbling out whatsoever you need to (to me). Even if it hurts you and me at that moment, we somehow, or more like me alone manage to pick things up and make the most out of it.

You see, this is a good thing when you let down your damn ego a bit. If its so hard to let it down for a moment then, I don't know what to say. Cause I remember not giving face to you at all after what you said. I went on and on, bombarding you so much (to think back it was quite mean) and we ended up 'Shit la, 5.30 de. Damn no life wei.'

This is one of the heart-to-heart, no hard feelings, happy clappy talk that I don't think I ever had with any of my girls. Wei, you seriously becoming a girl meh? Or did I become a man overnight?

What we have is precious. And I don't wanna lose it at the end of the day. YOU, deserves someone much better. And please start believing in God. Please. ;) Heh.

As for me, let me fall for someone I can never have and slowly pick up those broke pieces. After all, what is there to lose just to give it a try?

Emo at Momo.

Oooohhh, it rhymes. LOL

Was bloody cannot make it last night. One thing leads to the other so by the end of the night, I was drunk. Gone. And worse yet, not happy clappy drunk ok. It was grumpy frumpy drunk. Grrrr. Threw tantrum at all of them except Kel, Alvin and Farid.

Might come out with an emo post later or something. If I feel like it that is. Now I'll just spam pictures. :) Happy clappy pictures.

Super model search contestants.
Now send GM 15 to 36212 cause he is in the finals. :D

BEFORE :

AFTER :

Farid. My penghulu at kem syruz. ;)

My chee mui damn drunk. (kidding ok)
And lookee that, I am tall I can reach! Whee! xD

Everything ended at Ryan's place. harhar. Crashed over his place a while for a wee bit of extra booze for me. ;) Hey, its good ok, whatever brandy that is! Its sweeeeeeet! Yummers.

Can someone teach me how to while away a week without spending more than rm 5? Cause that's all I left after last night. Pfft.

If anything, nothing is gonna beat this.

Maybe...

At this stage, what I'm doing is wrong.
What I'm doing is outta my mind.
But at least, it felt good.
It felt good not knowing what its all about.
It felt good that I drank over at Ryan's not giving a care at all who's gonna take advantage of me cause I know they won't.
They are prolly disgusted by how I act/reacted.
So be it; cause I know, I'm good.

Drunk? Maybe.

Sorry Ryan, for making a total fool outta myself. But you know, certain things, I couldn't be bothered that much. Next week aye? ;)

And Mich, thanks for bringing me in. Should have took a pic with you but I didn't bring my cam. :) Thanks babe! Owe you much.

Kitten. Never ever ever, I think that's the best anyway. ;)

Time for some shut eyes, night.

Something NEW.

Cause I'm a show off like that. ;)

Oh, what was all those crying and wailing about last Saturday again?
I totally forgot. :P

It's red, I'm adding it to my pink/red collection of gadgets.
Yayness.

New number too. To those that don't have it yet, ask me k?
I lost everyone's number la, which is quite a bummer. Hmmm.


There, there! Updated.

Short kid.

Ning is ze anorexic kid,
Warren is ze rich kid,
Kelvin is ze.... um.... I forgotten what kid. :(

Short kid is me la dammit I'm always short like that what. Sigh. My best friend is heels now. They are fab, they make me tall but they occasionally like to kill my feet. Grrrrr.

Ok, so yesterday I woke up at 2pm.

MSN :
Warren- wanna go prangin with me and Kelv?
Ryn- but I just woke up.
Warren- faster la wanna go or not, Kelv is bugging me.
Ryn- pick me up at 3.

Another MSN convo :
Ryn- oi, wanna go prangin with me and warren and kelv?
Ning- uh, can also. Since I'm bored at home.
Ryn- get ready at 3. We come pick you up.

So that was our outing to prangin only to find out we go there for nothing. BISH. Headed over to Queens to meet up with Jack Jack and Juls for movie. They came so much later though. We ate early dinner at some toilet bowl place. LOL. "Short people use short plate"-KELVIN YOU NOT DAMN TALL OK! Grrrr.

Because all the while we were at Queens, HE cannot stop calling me a kid or calling me short. Pfffft.

Warren - Director.
Kel, Ning and Ryn - Scriptwriter for Congkak, Gasing and Wau.

Thats also another ROFLMAO incident. We were learning how to curse in BM but fail kao kao. Ended us making ourselves look foolish cursing in BM.

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And yes, thats what we no-lifers do.

Meeting up with Leonard was damn fun also cause of him and his car/aunties fettish. Can die laughing lar. Some more Kelv and his kiam piah but no money buy. LOL. And TIAMO too.

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We watch Over Her Dead Body which was OK lar. Nothing much. Then headed home after that.
And supposedly knock out straight cause pre test next morning but kinda fail due to certain reason. Time flies and by the time I realised, its nearly 1am. Tried to sleep but failed again. So ended sleeping around 2.

Pre test was okay. No fail or whatever nonsense but my L license picture is SO GODDAMN UGLY. *cringe* The real thing is in one month's time so yeah should be fine by then. :)

*skips off*

DISCLAIMER!

I WAS NOT DRUNK.

Hohoho.

I have no better title. Doesn't matter cause Friday pre test yaw!!!!!!!!!!

Although I still suck with lots and lots of hesitation dunno bout what but ya, PRE TEST! Ohmygod damn happy didn't think I could make it. (like I got some award only. xD sampat but true, I was really really really bad at driving no joke.)

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

So ya, wish me luck ok. After pre test is another 2 lessons extra to make sure I am damn stable. My instructor doesn't want me to fail. Niceness. :)

Please pray that I don't fail pre test.

Wheeeeeeeeee.


Although I am quite happy bout this but there's still something bothering me. Something very omgwtfknnmcb wan. Sigh.

"He's one airhead using his parents' cash and thinks he owns everything in the world. Well he definitely missed out respect and dignity." - Quote Ngiap Li.


That's why I love her to smithereens. :)

Seriously,

do not believe what Ning said about me being drunk.

I WAS NOT!

I am tipsy but NOT drunk.

And neither did I went all touchy feely on Teik Hong. Don't believe can ask him. I was just... leaning against him cause I can't stand still for nuts. LOL. *shy*

So yeah.


If you wanna know who are drunk, I tell you- Julia and Warren. Super drunkards. :P

Poor Jack Jack have to take care of Juls but seems like he is more interested in his roti canai when we were at the mamak. And Ning took over his babysitting job and let him eat. LOL. And me? I bugged Kayin cause I was emo-ing. Ask him to take out his barcadi lime cause I wanna drink. LOL. He didn't la of course. If he did, Ning would've murdered him. Heh.

Warren was so drunk and he still insisted on driving. Tsk tsk. Some more got a few people in his car. Woi, people's life at stake la!

And Siew Li too. Puke 3 times. And she still drove us back. Thanks ya. And sorry for dirtying your car with lots and lots of sand. :) One word, she drives damn GENG!

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Moving on, PICTURES! :)

Juls changing in the car! HAHAHA.

SiewLi. Our driver for the night/morning.
Thank you. :)

Juls and I.

Black-Red-Black. :)

Blacks.

The compulsory must have picture when in gurney.
Before Wen Ching came to join us.
With Wen Ching.I am still the shortest. *mumbles mumbles*
Fyi, I was wearing a tunic as a dress. Champion ok. Cause it was damn short. LOL.
Uh...
At momo. Before the raid. I lost one side of my hoop earrings last night. :( Ning too.
And that, was before the raid.
And before any of the guys came.

Not forgetting I bumped into Michelle and Farid at Gurney. Such coincidence. :) Damn happy. Cause I haven't see Michelle for ages. And Farid, well, he is the penghulu. Of course miss him lar. ;)

First for everything.

First time clubbing.

First time got held up in a raid.

First time I lost my damn cellphone.

First time I lost RM50 cash.

First time I went tipsy I can't stand still for nuts.

First time having bottoms up every drink i had except for beer within a time span of less than 2 hours.


Had raid an hour or so later after we were in the club. Mega suayness I tell you. Scare the shit out of me. But good experience lar. :) 'Twas fun. Everyone scared and all. Heh. And I hate the officer for not letting me go to the toilet. Hmph. Lucky Wen Ching (is that how you spell her name she is so pretty and TALL) and Julia and a few of the guys were out of the club when they police came to raid. Meh.

Trust me, I dunno if I was being suay or anything. So MANY unfortunate events. Though i manage to had fun with them also.

And so sorry to Anna and Ryan and those that took care of me when my phone got lost/when I was tipsy high.

Thank you very much people.

The tipsy part was too damn funny I cannot recall much. I know I wa tripping over everyone and stepping at their feet. LOL. Had Ning, Madeline, Ting En and a lot more asking 'dear, you ok or not? Come, rest.' I didn't know I failed so bad at drinking. And thank you Aric, for calling me a loser cause of that. :( And Ning, for forcing plain water on me. Pffffffft. But I remembered I grab the beer instead when I got back from the dance floor. Wahahahahaha.

Oh yes, I dance. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

(Eh, seriously my memory isn't that bad. I can remember little things like that which means I'm not gone yet. The only thing I couldn't remember was the amount of drinks I had-brandy, vodka, beer and shots)

The card game was hilarious can die. Loved it. :)

I went hysterical when i found out my phone got lost when I was in the car. Dragged Anna, and Ning followed me back to the club to check for it. NADA! Got shooed out by people cleaning up in there. fuck you. Then the manager said he'll call if the phone's found yada yada. Anna and Ryan being too nice trying to console me. Ended up I yelled at them like ohmygod-I-don't-wanna-remember.

I was being so mean ok. Dunno for what also. But I just burst.

Ended around 4ish? Supposedly go mamak to sober up. Not likely to me la. I went mamak to SANE up. I was damn scary ok, one moment crying, another wimpering, then sobbed and kept quite till we reach subaidah.

Had to go cause Juls super cannot make it. Like dunno how many times worse than me. She was drunk la. Puke once outside momo then start talking gibberish. LOL.

After mamak, we went to the beach. Nyahahahaha. Ning and I can't stay still for nuts and we stroll along the beach (except I wish 'twas not her and its someone else. LOL) and start throwing sand at people. :D

So just got home all sandy and dirty. Boo. There's a few pictures we took. Update later. I just need to jot this down before I forget everything.

Ok, time to sleep.

I swear this is by far the most eventful day I had ever since I got back from camp. Damn shit. Need to go out more. Though this is definitely NOT healthy.

And now I'm itching to try flaming. Thank you Ryan.

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Third.

Third driving lesson that is. After I got a hang of it, its not actually that bad?

Parking in the circuit was so bloody easy I couldn't believe it. Nyehehehe. The instructor taught me once and leave it to me already. As in no where in sight leave me alone to drive ok! He actually trusted me with his car. Waahahaha. I damn power also. Ok kidding.

Thing is, everything went perfectly inside the circuit except for on the road. He taught me jalan B and I screwed up. *shy*

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No la, I got damn panicked cause cause THERE WERE SO MANY CARS ON THE ROAD!!!! The road already so narrow, some more so many cars-I totally freak la. Damn lousy I know. Hmmm.

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But after that, I calmed down and still manage to drive back home safely and didn't get me nor my instructor killed. =D

Need to celebrate de. Wahahahahahaha.

College in 2 weeks. :)

And that's all for now.

TAN TING TING! NAH, UPDATED DE!!!!!!! xD

Tagged my Ames.

INSTRUCTIONS
Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Uh, it depends. :)

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you, and why?
Ning (her blog died but still counted right?) - we can talk about everything under the sun so she'll keep me entertained.
Yuh Ting - she's silly and i love her. she can bring me lots of nice chic lit too. :)
Adelyn - she supplies me with more than enough saccharine sweetness.

3.What place do you want to go the most?
Anywhere that provides me with lots of good food and places to shop.

4. Do you live to eat or eat to live? (Lame, I know.)
Live to eat.

5. What do you feel like doing right now?
Going out.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
There's nothing to lose now, is there?

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Spend. :)

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends.

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Short, smart and helpful.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
You don't have to know. ;) (to ning-that model will do. xD)

11. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Harhar. That's pretty obvious isn't it.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? A hug or a kiss?
Hugs and kisses. I'm greedy, I know.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point out.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Faith.

15. Are you more afraid of failure or loss?
Loss.

16. If given a choice, which animal would you opt to be, and why?
A cute puppy. Small one will do.

17. If you had the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
I'm good like that. I don't wanna change. :)

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
Broken promises and fail to get something I really really want.

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
Nah.

20. What do your friends label you as?
Ask them.


People to tag:
Yuh Ting
Yench
Joel
Sung Ching
Daphnie
Michelle
Ve Wen
Ling Yi

A change.

Bored of my sleek straight jet black hair. So I drop by Kez boy's place after lunch for a change.




Ta-daa. :D :D :D :D

The colour in real life is not as bright as the pictures. So me likey likey. :D Its supposed to be brown+purple but I dunno what happen. Lol. Thought of getting curls actually, but nah, I just straighten my hair 4 months ago.

And I cam-whored quite a bit with my new hair. Tee hee. But don't worry, I won't give you people eye sore by putting up all of them. :p

Driving lesson this Monday. Wish me luck, people!! I'm really really really gonna need it.

I have...

an OKU friend. And that silly girl asked when will I be free when she is still in the hospital. For christ sake, she has not even recover! 

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She said, 'accompany me out to unwind.'

Yeah, I will of course. WHEN YOU ARE FEELING BETTER, MISS!

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Now, I'm eyeing on this sony ericsson phone. Problem is, how am I suppose to get it? Sigh.

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I'm bored. Ok, going to sleep. Tarra.

Glad that things are back on track now. Like how it used to, like how its gonna be. 

Applied for job.

Yep. :) But I don't think I'll be hired lar since I haven't got any phone calls yet. Sigh. Wasted my energy only. LOL. Was walking up down left right center at Queens in HEELS (heels cause I was out with Ting and I needed them to compensate for my lack of height, geddit?) yesterday to apply for 3 jobs and not get any. Meh, no next time. >=(

Was supposedly out with Ting Ting to watch 27 dresses ONLY. But she dragged me to find jobs cause we were too bored at home. Anyway, the movie was damn typical lar. Happy ending and all that jazz but but, still nice. :D Since I'm a sucker for chic lit.

And now, I'm bored. More like, lazy. *shamefaced* I'm supposed to go find a job today so that at least I can work at pc fair but looking at my state now, forget it. I rather die rotting at home. Some more I can die happy because I'm happy like that. :D

Dum dee dum.

I'm really pointless. Ah, what the heck..... Tarra!