Till then.

This will be my last post for 2007.

How time flies. Now, 7 more hours later I'll be leaving for NS. Although I won't be leaving for good, I'll still be leaving lots and lots of things and people behind. For instance, the new bunch of friends that I got close to within a month. My high school buddies. My study mates. My parents. My home. My room. My everything.

I have never left home for so long before. I remember staying over at a cousin's place which lasted a month and the furthest I went was UK, and thats only 2 weeks. This time, I'll be leaving for 3 months. 3 whole months for good-without luxury. 3 whole months being independent. 3 whole months to make new friends. Not that I mind but, I'm already used to having certain people within this short period of time and this sudden change isn't much needed.


I remember counting down with them. I remember how they would laugh at me because I'll be leaving. I remember the times when we said, 'Who cares about ns. There's a month left. We can have plenty of fun.' Indeed, we had lots of fun. It was so fun I would love time to stop there and then. Then it was a week left. They teased and I laughed.

Our last supper together was loud chatter and guffaws. Snapping pictures away and being nice to each and every.

Wait, since when are they nice? They were that night. They really were. No sarcasm, no awful teasing. Just plain nice. I thought I was gonna cry, but I didn't because on the day I'm leaving, they'll be sending me off. Well, only 3 of them though.

The fantastic 5 (harhar, sounds poser-ish xD) at Kayu. Supper=Kayu. Most of the times anyway.


Jia Li. My only girl companion among the lot. Which means my act cute partner too. The one that would tease me kao kao alongside them every single time.


(Bastard. He had to wear that shirt.) If I stop fighting with him one day, well, that one day the world would become upside down and have no peace at all. I'm gonna miss Borders and your colleagues for getting sick of me. XD


They are far to gay for any descriptions.

Warren has been a really nice driver. he would fetch me around without grumbling. Just the occasional 'How are you going back later ah?' in a super duper sarcastic tone. Kuok Tjun on the other hand, has been quite mean to me although he CAN be nice but I don't think he wants to. That high ego fella can hardly accept defeat with his head held high therefore the constant arguing between us. The arguments are pointless most of the times but its fun seeing him all worked up to defend himself. harhar!! I'm gonna miss you both because only you guys would do that 'brotha thing' with me. :) Much appreciated.

Here's a very cute picture of Kuok Tjun that everyone has to agree with me that he IS cute.

See, no acting cute whatsoever. I just took up my cam and he very layan smiled at me. And that picture turn out pretty good. :) You can steal it if you want! Don't worry so much about your undang test. I'm sure you'll pass it. And when I'm back for holidays, you can drive me around. xD Happy working in Dome and be nice to all your customers.

"Sunday morning time to say goodbye
But I'll be holding you soon
Though I'm leavin', girl don't start to cry
I'll be thinkin' of you .... yeah

It's a lonely ride on the midnight train
I'm countin' down the days 'til I'm home again

How can i say when my words ever dry
How can I smile with the tear in my eye
Summer's so lost with rainin' in June
That's how it feels when I'm missin' you..."

Fuck blogspot. Another half of my long post went poof, just like that!

To make things short, fantastic 5 will be sorely missed. Fen, Ames, Ngiap Li and Janice too. Not forgetting Yench. xD

Here's my new year resolution.

1# Buck up on studies after camp.
2# Spend less.
3# Start saving $$$.
4# Cut down on late night outings.
5# Be a good girl to the parents.
6# Get along with everyone and stop getting myself into any sort of dramas. (harhar, lame)
7# Grow taller. (meh, doubt it.)
8# Start exercising.
9# Stop procrastinating. (you think so? xD)
10# No more liao la. Can't think of any. Will add more if I could.

Ok, time to hit the bed. Now bye everyone!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008! Have a blast!

Hiking.

Whee, finally we went hiking. Happy.

Our plan to reach Penang Hill by 7 ko-ed thanks to Kuok Tjun because he couldn't wake up. We were already at his place when he was about to get ready. He damn potong steam right? We were about to scold him when he gets into the car but he called me, ' eh 5 minutes ok, alarm clock punctured.'

T________T

Why is he so funny like that. I couldn't help laughing when teasing him. xD Anyway, we reached around 7.30am cause he potong steam again. He gave us the wrong direction.

#$%^&*@!&%*!

Started our journey at 7.45 ish and ended at 1.45. I know right, we took so darn long. But what can you expect from mall rats? 14km isn't that short you know. What more, we took our own sweet time dragging ourselves up the steep steep road and walking backwards when we were coming down. xD

It was fun overall albeit a bit tiring. Quite worth the walk also lar with Kuok Tjun's lame jokes and gossiping about other people. It would be fun if there were more people since Adrian decided to potong steam too, by not joining us cause he had to work. While walking down, we thought about inviting so many more people that we left out last night. harhar. Maybe next time, when I'm back from NS; with better endurance, stamina, muscles and all those shit. xD

Kuok has a nice body I must admit. No, I didn't peep. xD He was walking around topless cause according to him, it was damn hot.

T_____T

Anyway, got lucky and bump into my big sister while resting. Of all places, Penang Hill. A bit salah right. Lol.

I had 2 hours of sleep last night after all. I won't be going tuition later yayyyyyyy and there will be no more. Too bloody exhausted and now my legs are aching shit. Sigh. Some more I needa start packing my stuff. Haven't touch a single bit.

This is what happens when the girlfriend whines about being tired.
Sooooo shweet, don't you think? :)

And trust me, this is the first time I see Kuok so loving it almost seems wrong. He had always been harsh about everything to his girlfriend and all of a sudden, this. Cannot take it lar. Oh well, I guess everyone has their soft spot after all. :)


Wokay, needa go list down things to bring for NS now. Gosh, I can't believe its so soon. :(

Merry Christmas!

Christmas eve was alright I guess. It was tuition in the morning, bumming around the mall in the afternoon and a friend's barbecue party at night.

Nothing much to update. I'll be leaving in 5 more days and before I leave I'll post up pictures to make this blog not so dead.

And yay, my hiking plan is gonna work out! xD After hiking is brekky and after that is movie! I think. Whoop-dee-doo. And tuition in the evening. Grrhh.

Not sleeping tonight.


Merry Christmas all!! And Happy boxing day. ;)

7 days left.

How time flies eh? Remembering very well that I got so so upset when I had to find out about it a day before school prom and having all the people 'congratulating me' during prom.

Now? 7 more days till I leave. Kinda sad that I haven't meet up with people I'm supposed to meet. Although I am having lots of fun with the current bunch of people but you know, I'm not the type that will leave my old friends behind. :P

Moving on, I got lucky today cause I bumped into my larling while doing some Christmas shopping. Jolly happy crazy. xD It has been a while since I last saw her. I've already received 2 since yesterday! :) Still having a headache on what to get for certain people though. Meh, never mind that. And I saw someone cute today. xD

I just realised that I have tuition on christmas eve. How depressing.

Anyway, the christmas mood didn't hit me like how it normally would. I think the mood sort of died. I no longer sing christmas carols at the top of my lungs anymore. harhar! I still cannot feel it lar. Why like that?

I wanna do more shopping, but there's nothing to buy. Bored.

Accounts can be a...

Bitch.

I'm not whining or anything but why la can't my trial balance tally. Very very annoying can. I did 2 long questions and non were balanced. ARGHHHHHHHH! 1 more question to go-double entry and trial balance that means another 45 minutes to go. Means sleeping at 5am and I'm waking up at 8.30 later. Tuition is at 10.30 am. Woo-hoo. I is champion already.

Finally went for supper after 3 days of NOT GOING OUT AT ALL. Warren does come in handy as a chauffeur. (After all, his place and mine is just a stone throw away so not as paise to him as to Jia Li or Ames or Adrian. har har.) When he was down in Kl for the past 3 days, I nearly died of boredom at home. Rotted, or almost. He finally messaged me when I finished watching a movie with the parents. I was more than thrilled to receive a message from him cause I'm going out!!! Yay!!!! Out with the same bunch of people because I haven't see them all for 3 long days and I guess I missed them, a bit. xD (This is 3 days I'm talking about, I'm not gonna imagine 3 months. Of course I miss Jan and Ngiap but there's always the email. <3)

It was the usual, Warren pick me and Kuok up then off to Queens to wait for those working people then to mamak. Seeing them again means lots of arguing session. xD All ego maniacs. har har. So yeah, lotsa things to laugh about.

And I'm kinda glad that he won't be leaving for the states since his visa got rejected. :p Means he'll be in Penang when I come back from NS means lots more going out and less transportation problems. LOL. Ok, now I really take him for granted. Bad, Karyn. BAD. LOL.

Just kidding lar. :)


MNG sales was madness. The long queue to the fitting room was a tad annoying. Other than that, was fine. For the first time, most of the clothes I picked fitted me. And they are cheap. Say rm20 for tank tops and rm30 for tees? Its a bargain, no? (when it comes to SALES, everything is a bargain. lol.) Normally it would be no size, not worth the price or something like that. But this time was different laaaaaaaaaa. Man, I'm gonna go back and grab more stuff. Maybe tomorrow. :) The problem is, I'm kinda broke from all that KL splurging. Oh well.

Maybe mommy might be kind to give me a bit of allowance. Can't possibly drag her there since I just bought 5 items there today. Meh, this sucks. When you are out of cash during sales season. Buhhh.

This is LONG. I think I better get back to finishing my work and have some shut eyes before I die in class tomorrow.

Feeling princess-y.

:D :D :D :D :D :D

2 dudes drop me to tuition just now. Both of them came to fetch me back too. Definitely out of their way-one has a ManU match to catch and another is leaving to KL tomorrow morning. Yet they were so very kind, which was very unlike them. I'm so touched ok. :) Seriously, they went all the way upstairs to my sir's house to wait for me. Where got such guys now you tell me. Wait for me with an umbrella cause it was raining some more. They are rarity already but too bad lar, both taken. :p

I'm like a princess, no? :D

And I finally found Prozac Nation. Some more I buta-buta get 20% off. (thanks to ze Borders guy! xD i doubt you know who I am but thanks laaa. :)) Am I lucky or what. :p Its actually fun when you get to know people working in Borders. After all, I frequent there. Wait, that didn't sound right. I go there everyday, yeah. That's more like it.

I'm feeling damn hyper today. No tuition until Warren comes back from KL but lots of homework though. Oh well, can't complain since I wanted it (tuition) myself.

Nicole Scherzinger ft Will.I.Am's Baby Love is so so nice. Heard it on Fly fm just now and I got hooked onto it.

Tuesday with Adelyn. (hopefully)
Thursday with Ames.


I wonder if I am dota-ing tomorrow. (no, I'm not addicted to it ok!!) I just learned and its nice when people give face and don't pawned you. xD and CS too. Oh gosh, don't go KL la Warren!!!!Peter Ong and Warren can be nice to me during dota but the other.... Hmm, don't think so.

Oh well, see how things go tomorrow. After all, Peter Ong has his off day tomorrow! xD When his girlfriend is busy working. Sigh. Probably visiting again I'd say.

Time to sleep. I'll do the tag soon, Mich darling. Couldn't find a proper B&W picture of myself. :p


**edited**

The guys went dota without me la. Babiness. More like they went with a bunch of jakuunish people. xD

I rotted at home. I miss Warren, my driver already. har har.

**edited**

A day off from Queens.

Have been going to Queens from Monday to Friday and today, Saturday, I'm stuck at home completing my homework. I have tuition tomorrow night lar. Parents are out at Queens, I think. I don't know, didn't bother to call. I woke up seeing cash on the table and nobody else. So yeah. If they are not at Queens, they are probably out somewhere.

And later, I don't feel like going for the campfire at Frees. Lazy. What more with my unfinished work. Cannot la, if I go I'll feel damn guilty.

So yeah, I'm half rotting now. 2 more questions which is about an hour and a half more till I can rot entirely.

Next week's routine would be different. Warren will be down at KL for some interview thingy majig, Peter (har har!) starts working 10 hours (started today actually) and the other 2's job remains the same. Ames will be at camp for 3 days some more.

Meh, I'm gonna rot like crazy.

Ho hum. I wonder when will our hiking plan work out. Seems impossible with everyone buzzing like a busy bee. Sigh.

I'll be leaving in exactly 2 weeks time. Meh, I'm gonna miss supper, and all of them. :) Although they tease me a bit too much sometimes.

Shit, I AM actually leaving. :(

Shit, emo.

Shit, procrastinating.

Shit. Shit. Shit. Get back to work, Ryn!

Lifeless.

**edited**

At Infinity now after dim sum. Champion la no life until like that. Ames faster come back and bring me out. I'm about to die hanging out with the same people here. And the guys are super CHILDISH. *coughs*

I'm bored. Jia Li is bored too. Infinity is so cold.

I uh, watching movie later. Yay!!!

Dim sum was fun. Like old people like that.

**edited**


No, really. Or almost lar. Mixing with the same people, at the same place-Queens.

Went out from 9.30am last night, got back around 1am. Now, going out soon for yum cha. :D

Dim sum, yummers! :D It has been a long long time since I had dim sum with the family, what more this is the first time with friends. Haha, I know, like jakuun. :D


Gotta run. Driver's downstairs. :p

Tuition...

After SPM. :D

Karyn is champion la. Tuition after SPM. Champion. :D Waiting for Warren to pick me up in about half and hours time. And I'm kinda happy I'm actually attending tuition... after SPM.

Tee hee.

Look, I won't have a chance anymore next time and this is one way of killing time. 2 and a half hours for I don't know how much. :D

Last night, I feel a surge of nostalgia and agreed on having tuition without a second thought. Not that I mind waking up at such ungodly (read : 8.00 am) hours, but the whole process of going to tuition. Not getting enough sleep, feeling lazy etc. Yeah, that. Wait, that's supposed to be the fun of it! LOL.

Anyway, 6 hours of sleep is sufficient for 2 and a half hours of tuition, right? :p Hopefully tuition won't drain the wee bit of energy left in me lar.

On a different note, i had supper nearly every night after I'm back from KL. Which is not a good sign. LOL. I had lok-lok last night. I can't quite remember the last time I had it cause mommy doesn't let. Dirty wor. Oh well, couldn't be bothered when you have kick ass company. :) (have to puji, if not no need to go home lar!)

Wokay, 15 more minutes left. Gotta go get ready. See yas!



Champion, I went Borders 4 times yesterday and I practically know most of the workers there.

T____________T

This is a sign of no life-ness. Cham.

I cooked.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

After such a long time. The last time was uh, was, I can't even remember. My skill haven't deteriorate though. Considering the insufficient ingredients, my food was ok-lah.

Passable. Edible. :D

Wheee. Cooking is fun. Now I can start cooking all over again.


Now do not underestimate the small one here. :D

Limits.

What do I know of it? Why did I let it happen. Limits, so much so for saying.

Ugh. I could do with a tight slap right now.

Fuck. This is worse than I thought. If only there is a backspace button in life...


**edited**

If you don't have any idea what I'm talking about, please don't bother asking. After all, this is MY blog and I'm allowed to write anything I want.

So yeah.

I can't sleep. I stoned watching series. I feel bad. I need a booze. I need to go out tomorrow. Get more books. Get more caffeine. Things will be better... somehow.

Dum de dum.

I nearly got banged by a car just now after mamak. Har har. No joke. Champion okay. I was looking at my phone instead of the road. Seriously, if I wasn't pulled back.... I dare not imagine. Ho hum.

Same ol' same ol'.


CANNOT SLEEP. Grrrhhhh.

Sleepless night.

Another one.

Last night I couldn't sleep. I was up till 8 am watching Romantic Princess. And I woke up at 10.30 am after that. I tried going back to sleep, which worked; because I was too lazy to get up for lunch. Hence waking up at 4.30 pm.

Seriously, my sleeping time is getting haywire.

Coffee's fault? Doubt it. I never had problems sleeping after taking coffee.

My biological clock is killing me too. I'm waking up before 11 am everyday after SPM. It would be a miracle for me to get up so early during the weekends before SPM. I always always sleep past noon.

I need to sleep. I wanna go out tomorrow. :(

Seven.

Tagged by ames and ting ting.

Seven things to be done before my death:
- Get rich.
- Get married.
- Have a collection of designer bags. (yes I'm dreaming, cannot is it!)
- Get more piercings.
- Not be so dumb.
- Be good.
- Get a tattoo. (most probably lar. hah.)

Seven things I will not do even if it kills me:
- Join fear factor kinda stuff.
- Get close with any sort of cold blooded animals.
- Search for ghost.
- Shave bald. :p
- Re-sit for SPM.
- I don't know already lar.

Seven things I do when I'm away from public:
- Sleep
- Poop
- Bathe
- Pee
- Obsess with myself
- Vain
- Dig my nose? xD

Seven favourite sentences/quotes/expressions:
- Dum de dum.
- Uh oh.
- Yep.
- Dash-underscore-dash.
- Go die.
- You stupid.
- You very tall is it now.

Seven songs:
-Bu Xiang Dong De
- Wo Bu Pei
- Ruang Rindu
- Yue Ya Wan
- Perhaps Love
- Si Ben Dao Yue Qiu
- Tu Amor


Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did:
- Have a rebound.

Seven people to tag:
- Anyone that wanna do this tag.



Holy smokes. Its 4 am and I couldn't sleep. Probably thanks to the Iced Caramel Macchiato I had after dinner just now. Great, now I sudah dijangkiti ames punya penyakit.

Roar.

I wanna sleep.

Roar.

I wanna go out tomorrow.

Wokay, back to watching Romantic Princess. :)

I CANNOT SLEEP LA WOI!!! HOW???????!!!!!!!!!

BACK!

Back at 10 last night. Supper at 11. Home at almost 1. Died after that.

KL was fun. I shopped a lot. A bit regret for not getting some things. I think I bought almost everything I wanted. :) That also means I'm broke. I came back with 15 bucks. There.

Total damage done: 12 tops, 3 shorts, 1 skirt, 1 jeans, 1 bag, 1 purse, 1 pair of shoes, 1 pair of heels, M&S shower gel, perfume, make up, under garments, kawan's presents, necklace and donuts.

Yep, thats all.


No, wait. I didn't get myself a boyfriend lar. LOL.


Ames can't stop liking cab drivers. Ee yer. And we both love that cute golden retriever puppy at Mid Valley's Pet Wonderland. So adorable. And my 1U guy that hugged a girl, Mei's very cool guy in front of Cititel and another, my Roxy super gaya-ness guy. XD

DIE.

Met up with Adelyn when I was at klcc. Nice catching up lar. Now get your butt back here love!

Wokay, gonna go sort things out. I wanna dye my hair. And sleeping after supper is gonna make me fat. :(

Ok damn random. Toodles.

Paranoid.

Oh so it has finally sink it.

Today. When I'm leaving for my jolly happy trip. Mm hmm.

That aside, happy birthday big sister Wei Fen! It has been a good 5 years that we got to know each other. How time flies eh? Remember the time we would hog on the phone for hours? The times when I was still a kid and you, all grown up giving me advise on stuff. :p I think you are one of the very few seniors that I'm close to now. If not I won't be calling you BIG SISTER right? Although you are still that small in size. tee hee. Have a great one! And take care ok? Don't party too much. I will see you soon. Love ya! :)

Leaving in 10 and a half hours.

And some people decided to make me feel so so guilty because I wanted more money from my dad. Made me realized that I'm spoilt rotten. Like really really spoilt because I get things I want by just asking. I mean, of course my friends lecture me from time to time but couldn't help it la. I do listen to them, I already cut down on impulse buys, I can't possibly cut down shopping on necessities now, can I? Some more this time, its shopping after SPM.

MUST BUY! Lol. How can I possible not? Hahahahaha.

No la, not at this time to lecture me. I'm about to spend so much on everything and anything i could and I'm told about hard earned money.

Meh. This is bad.

Oh wells.


Champion la, hog on the phone so long now only wanna pack my stuff. And ames just asked me what to bring. That one lagi champion.


This is gonna be a girly bonding, impulse shopping trip for us. We deserve it, no? (I admit I don't la cause I didn't study hard enough but its over mar, couldn't be bothered. :p)


Its December! let's all enjoy this jolly happy festive season!! :) Sad to say, I have no plans whatsoever for christmas eve.