Get it off my chest.

Eh? Not so hard hor. I was so brave. :D

Alas, screw this. SPM more important. Besides, I'm not suppose to create problems like certain coughpeoplecough. :)

2 more days till I officially graduate from HIGH SCHOOL. 2 more days till I finally step out of this almost run down building. 2 more days, till I let my tears well up in my eyes and trickle down my face. :( Know pun la my waterworks work damn efficiently wan. Today was my last day to suffer from that smelly longkang beside the senior labs and tomorrow, last Physics lesson with Ms Chow. Wait, why am I getting so emo here? Hmmm. Sigh, how time flies. I'm already 17 but unfortunately, I am trapped in a body of a 12 year old. Double sigh.

So, is anyone up for studying with me next week? *puppy eyes*


Got back my blue colour book. I gained 5kg since std 6. Not bad eh? And my height, very saddening, 10cm in 5 years. :( At least I'm 158cm now. (with shoes)

Damn shy kao kao.

What is this la Yang Wei Jin. As if I haven't bother your mom enough. You want her to teach me Maths now.

-___-

I don't even know whether I'm suppose to thank you or to hate you lorrrrrrrrrrr. You tell me what to do la. Definitely no love ok!!!!!!

No love.

No love.


NO LOVE LA, you hear?

*shy shy shy shy shy shy shy shy shy*

Maths also need private tuition, I'm not like coughyouknowwhocough ok. DIE.

Lame-O.

You : I'm downloading the whole season of Scrubs 1 to 6. We'll watch after SPM. Now how much do you love me?
Me : From 1 to 6. =D
You : ...


I think I have just brought lameness to a whole new level. Sheesh. I'm supposed to be studying. =S

好事不出门，恶事行千里.

'好事不出门，恶事行千里' is equivalent to 'the good deed does not leave the gate, wicked matter goes great distance'.

Champion!

Terror ok, I still can remember CHINESE proverb but the translation is a bit off though. You still get what I'm trying to say, don't you? :)

I'm trying to relate the title to my post but it seems like it should be vice-verse as in '恶事不出门，好事行千里'. After all, being in a relationship is something good. No? *smug*

Coughs. So here goes. I'm just being the usual kaypo-self so don't be offended, yes?


So I heard about the hooking up. Aww, so shweet. Holding hands, skipping youth to study together, buying each other little gifts and bringing em' everywhere, a holy Christian being with a Buddhist because of true love and supposedly being together after SPM but brought forward to being together now and all that mumbo jumbo.

Hypocrite indeed, which suits you. It takes one to be in another one's shoe to understand them. I heard you told someone before (well something alike la), so should I be in your shoes to understand you? Should I understand why all of a sudden you decided to put God second? Should I understand you why you would stone all day during lessons? Should I understand you, dimwit?

All that bullocks, 'afraid of falling into temptations'. You once said temptations are everywhere for a young/underage couple. If you can't control your temptations then you might regret what you did. HAR HAR! You can't even control your own, now don't preach! Don't do it EVER again. Don't say stuff like 'he is a strong Christian, even if you like him, you wouldn't stand a chance.' or somethings that condemns other's religion.

What's getting me all pissed here is not because you have a boyfriend, don't be silly to think that way. I'm not so free la. Boyfriends are useless anyway. LOL. Now thats being sour. LOL. My point is, I'm mad because you preach others and act all that holey and you don't follow what you preach. It's like a pastor asking his followers to not do drugs and he himself is doing it.


GEDDIT???????

If any of us bombard you with questions, don't answer cliche stuff like how am I suppose to control my feelings and all that jazz. But wait, you won't be seeing me so soon so you won't get it from me YET. Boy, you're lucky.

And for once, I think I(WE) cared to much. Yeah, realized its in past tense right? Cause we no longer do now. 'Prevention is better than cure', we told you a gazillion times but if you don't listen, there's nothing we can do.

You and all your nonsense shall end here. After all, this post is to spice things up on my blog. It's so dull and at least I have substance here. Har!

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2 freaking adults decided to cut my queue today. WHAT WRONG WITH LINING UP WEI! YORRRRR. SUPER POTONG STEAM OK. (even though I dunno what's potong steam, I just think it sounds suitable here so yeah) POTONG STEAM GILER! grrrrrrrhhhhhhhh.

26 more days.

OH.MY.GODDDDDDDDDDDD.

Freaking 26 more days only ok what am i doing here. -.-

Nothing to blog about la actually. Just setting a reminder to self (kononnya la, I'm here wasting time if not what. xD) and all the fifth formers that read my blog. harhar! 26 more days only. :D 26 26 26 26. Eh, why 26 la. Dammit.

My life is so not happening at all. All I do is eat, sleep, shit. I tried nerding but it doesn't last long which is quite saddening since its only 26 more days left. I'm quite scared already(then what am I doing here why do I contradict myself wan. sheesh.) cause most of my friends are stuffing their faces into the books which I'm not doing.

Can so fail SPM already. Anyone wants to bring me out to study? Cause at home lots and lots of temptation la. Anyone??? *puppy eyes*

I just can't wait to go to KL after SPM. That time would be the sales season which means SHOPPING! wheeee. Lots and lots of shopping. Sweet. The pair of shoes from Lacoste, the bag from lesportsac, clothes for my iPod and me too. MmmmMmmmm. And visiting the new mall. After all that would be getting my car license. har har! Wait, have to pass my undang first. xD Then get myself a car, second hand will do la. Then its hanging out with friends till NS. Boo hoo.

Ok, needa stop. Have to study. Too early to dream de. xD


Mummy and Michelle darling's birthday falls on the 26 too. :D

Mmmm...

I have a secret reader. :D Wheee. Jin has one too. I'm flattered. :D I bet Jin is too, Jin is probably delighted since he thinks SHE IS OH SO B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L AND SMART.

Yeah, beautiful..... NOT! My butt is beautiful-er la double-u-tee-eff.

Whats the reason for being so quiet in class? Act innocent ya? I thought so too. Or probably afraid that Ngiap Li and I will start bombarding you again. Either one doesn't matter. :) I SO ROCK! I mean having someone to be afraid of you is kinda cool don't you think? Because to me, it has always been the other way round-me afraid of others.
I thought my blog is so boringly pink that no one will bother reading about the content but hey, I'm wrong. :)

Oowiee, all the more reasons for me to diss people. Double yay!


EYE CANDY.











Joo Ji Hoon. *squeals*

:D :D :D

Sleep early.

But... HOW?

Dapho told me 'I look like I didn't sleep last night' during Moral just now.

Aduh, are those eye bags really that bad. :S
Ok can cry already.
........ REALLY BAD EYE BAGS. *cries*
How to get it off ah?


I failed subjects that I predicted I will fail.
I think I can be a fortune teller, how's that? :D


Dapho, I watched the hair flip video clip. harhar! Happiness is just a hair-flip away!!! Now wouldn't it be nice if you, Ning and I are in the same class. I bet we rock! And we will annoy every single soul in class. :D



10.10 is a very familiar date. anyone's birthday ah?

Disappointed.

A little.

Fine, I lied.

Maybe a lot.

Ok fine, I lied again.

So I am VERY DISAPPOINTED.


There.

Reason- Add Maths paper 2. Screwed up piece of shit.

I did worse than mid term. Triple the amount of time and effort put into it, I did worse than mid term. Sometimes, I can't believe I'm this smart. The disappointment, the dissatisfaction, the bitterness, the(put in whatever adjectives similar) is getting me. Before this feeling sunk in, nobody is gonna tell me I did fairly well before I snap.

I was quite contented when I got back my paper 1 marks. Its like what Aimy said, your effort will be paid off. Was about to believe in it and ta-daaa, my paper 2 decided to kill me just like how my BM paper 1 did.

I AM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF OK! Its not like I've never experience that before, but just this time, its different.

Some people might say for my standard, its good enough. I probably got the highest in class. In fact, I probably beat a couple of people from the second class. SO WHAT? Its doesn't matter to me if I beat people smarter than me or anything similar to it. I don't show off my marks unlike well, certain people. I don't. I just want to meet that damned standard that I've set because I know I can. Yeah, I can. I can already imagine some people smirking and that thought is not pleasant.

Effort gone to waste. Just like how some people spent their days doing Add Maths and Maths and nothing comes out of it.

Now I can be like them, officially.

And the fact that there isn't any jolly happy things to cheer me up, this sucks.

I think I'm gonna start engrossing myself into a good book-to numb this bitterness till reality check tomorrow. And maybe I should take up lessons on the hair flip thingy from Dapho, it might come in handy. ;)

Till then.

Determination.

Lost it, totally.


Someone just kill me before I sit for my SPM. I'm so not gonna make it.

Currently going to read if lack of determination: A Thousand Splendid Suns. Yeah, the book I've been dying to read and Kim decided to lend it to me.
Currently watching: Goong episode 11.

I will fail SPM la if this continues. :(

I am cute.

DISCLAIMER: SUPER PERASAN POST AHEAD! IF YOU CAN'T STAND MY PERASAN-NESS, KINDLY GO TO THE UPPER RIGHT HAND CORNER AND CLICK ON THE "X" BUTTON. THANK YOU.

:)


I'm cute, no? Looking at this picture, no wonder I pass for a twelve year old. I didn't know not layan-ing for cam-whoring pictures can turn out so good. *beams*

And another, what suppose to be group study...


Trying out my phone's camera which SUCKS big time. :S Ah well, I still look cute and that's what matters most :D

Anyway, new cam-whore partner found! :) :) :)



xD i'm still so much cuter. And for once, he is so damn layan. *pats*


ps- please bear with the bad quality picture.

Uber randomness.

I'm hungry and I don't have food to eat.
I'm growing fat stuffing myself with cheese cubes at 2 am. (but I'm still hungry.)
I hate Add Math because I get stuck after doing question 8. Looks like I'm deteriorating like crazy. :( I just can't do LOG dammit I dunno what's wrong. I JUST GET STUCK at it/after it!
I want a boyfriend, NOW!
I'm watching/addicted to Goong/Princess Hours/The Imperial Household when I'm suppose to be studying.
I'm hating both my printers because they don't let me print stuff.
I like Yuk better than Shin. Hyori is pretty but so damn evil.
I'm failing Chemistry and Biology and Moral.
I'm bored.
I want food.
I'm bored.
I want food.
I need more brain cells.
I need to study.
I need to finish 25 questions of Add Maths but I dunno how to do. *wailssssss*


I think I'm bringing procrastination to a whole new level.

Smug.

Yay, Me, Ngiap Li, Kim and Rach passed Physics. LOL. So I passed Physics, not all that great but at least I beat her! harhar! *smug* So much so for you indirectly saying I'm dumb. dum de dum. :D


Flaunt all you want about him to us, tell us how great/smart/hardworking he is, put him before God, your mom and your friends. Go ahead, I could care less. I (we actually) gave you a piece of my mind and you won't budge. Now what? Lemme tell you what, now I shall just wait for you to fall flat and laugh at your face thats what. Call me a sour grape if you ever come across this blog post but let's just hope you don't ever regret your choice and come back to us.

WE, did this for your own good. Why would we bother if you are not a friend? Why would we lecture you during our free time when what we all could do was some revision, yak about practically anything under the sun while letting you rot at your corner? We could have done that. Its easy peasy lemon squeezy, no? Have you ever wondered why?

We would love to shake some sense into your head but what do we get? You, contradicting yourself. Thats what we got. You happy now, no? If this happiness is gonna last then congratulations. If not... I dare not imagine what you would turn out. As if last year being all emo is not enough. You are so hopeless now all I want to do is to give you a tight slap and a reality check.

You, ungrateful. God and your mom aside, you rather by pass a living proof-Me. I told you the last thing you want to do is to regret your choice but you won't listen, would you? I didn't listen to Ning last year and that was something I quite regret after, thinking he was so great he was the best damned thing that I came across in life yadi yada and think we could last forever and all those shit. Yeah, forever. Bullocks.

Now, you're just gonna repeat history. And me? I shall just wait and see.

On a completely different note, McDIZZIES HAVE PONIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! WHOOOOOOO!!! I'M GETTING A COMPLETE SET IF THAT MEANS I'M EATING McD EVERY WEEK!!! ponies ponies ponies. =D

I got to know it from my mom and ting ting yang tersayang message me this afternoon when I was sleeping asking if I want the pony. awwwww!! i loveeeee you okkkkk!!! ;D



Add-ons : I just had the best damned conversation with the best girlfriend ever! :) it has been damn long. *hug and kiss and love and more hugs and more kisses and more love* ;D